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Hazel will grieve Connor and do things the right way from now on.
She’ll stop asking so many questions and be grateful for what she has.
And she’ll finally get back on those dating apps and find a kind Beta that puts up with her bullshit.
They sell knot attachments for a reason. It will work out just fine.
If she can just commit that Alpha scent to memory, then she’ll have something to think about on her lonely nights.
Then, the suppressants will balance her out, and everything will bejustfine.
She showers longer than necessary until her skin is red and all evidence of her arousal is washed away. Her body still trembles with anticipation as she rinses the soap off her skin and scrubs at her scalp.
Just one more time.
For one more moment, she wants to experience what she’ll miss, so she can grieve it properly and be done with it.
And if she is aroused while doing it, so be it.
A rational voice that sounds a little too much like Ava is in the back of her mind.
This isn’t a good idea, Hazel.
“It’s fine,” she mutters to herself as she dries her hair. “This is fine. I’m fine.”
Are you sure, Hazel?
Hair dried and combed through, she dresses in thick dark jeans, lace-up black boots, and a black hoodie.
Just one more whiff. That’s all I need.
She sounds like an addict.
But this is the last time, she swears.
She texts Ava even though she knows Ava is asleep.
Hey, let’s talk in the morning.
There. Now Hazel has to tell her what she did.
She ignores her guilt as she quietly walks out of her apartment with her purse slung over her shoulder as she stealthily makes her way to her car.
Her heart beats rapidly in her ears as she pulls out of her complex.
It’s midnight. She’s not breaking any curfew, but she’s still anxious as she heads onto the back roads.
She stays under the speed limit.
Just one last time.
Her hands shake as she grips the wheel tighter than necessary while chewing her lip from the nerves.
One last time, then everything will be back to normal.
Her thighs clench together as she passes the familiar dirt roads, excitement bubbling in her chest.
I’ll join a dating website after this.
