Page 9 of Bonds We Break


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“Why does everything look so ethereal?” he asks me.

I giggle, falling back onto the sand. He lies next to me, propping his head up with his hand so he can see me. I continue to stare at the sky, trying to make out constellations that I have no idea about, but hoping to see something that resembles a spoon. Instead of the stars lining up, letters form words as a song appears.

“Thinks he owns me, only wants to use me, not this time, gotta break through. I’m so over this deafening silence, gonna get your attention, your love is my violence…” I trail off in a melodic voice, my hand reaching up towards the sky.

“Did you just make that up?” Keelin asks.

I turn to face him. “Mmhmm,” I murmur. I don’t know where it came from, but I make a mental note to try and remember it later.

“You are so fucking beautiful.” His eyes are serious, the deep blue mimicking the darkness of the waves. I think I can see my reflection in them.

This is not the first time someone has said this to me; and it probably won’t be the last, but I wish I could see what they see.

Keelin inches closer, his lips capturing mine, his tongue sliding along my lips until I yield, letting him in. He moves his body over mine and I lift my knee to wrap my leg around him as we roll around in the sand. The press of his body against mine is a grounding weight, keeping me pinned to the earth because I feel I might float away at any moment.

“You’re high,” I say in between kisses.

“I am,” he breathes, “But you’re still beautiful.”

My body sighs at his words. Keelin rolls off me enough to run his hand over my breasts and down my belly to between my legs. His fingers move over my panties, causing heat to pool between my legs. I feel everything, the sand at my back, the creases in Keelin’s lips, the press of his palm, and the calluses on his fingers as they move my panties aside and dip inside of me.

I moan against him, sharp notes of pleasure expanding and retracting.

“God, I want to see you come,” Keelin whispers against my neck as he slowly moves down my body.

He pulls away momentarily to remove the jacket from around his body and place it at my waist. I doubt in the darkness anyone would know what we are doing. He lifts my skirt higher and his fingers run through my folds, dipping in and out, circling and teasing until I don’t care if anyone knows what we’re doing.

He nips and pulls at my hardening nipples over the material of my shirt. No matter how secluded our location is, he holds back from what he really wants - to be inside me, and it causes my lust to grow. The harder his fingers move in me and on me, the more the pressure builds, and the less I care about who hears me.

Keelin muffles my moans with his mouth, breathing in my cries and swallowing them whole. I push and pull against him, uninhibited in the chase to give him exactly what he wants.

“You’re going to make me come in my pants just watching you,” he murmurs into my mouth between heavy breaths and broken words. I writhe and quake, unable to stop my thighs from shaking. I pull away from his mouth, lost in my own pleasure so I can cry out a sigh as my body sings and clenches around his fingers inside me.

Keelin rolls on his back as I suffer the loss of his body against mine. He breathes heavily and gives a pleasurable laugh. “Holy fuck, that was hot.”

I swallow hard as my body still ripples with pleasure.

“Want to go back to my hotel room?” Keelin asks.

“Yes.”

I WAKE UP with the late morning sun streaming through slits in the curtains that are haphazardly drawn closed. I stretch my body, fingers hitting the headboard and my toes poking out from beneath the sheets.

The shower is running and the room is thick with humidity.

“Keelin, be downstairs in fifteen minutes!” someone yells as they bang on the door, the voice jarring me awake further. The shower turns off and a distant curse drifts on the clouds of steam. With a towel wrapped around his waist, Keelin stands in the doorway, hair still dripping with water, his well-sculpted chest glistens, and that delicious smile on his face grows bigger as he watches me watching him.

I vaguely remember stumbling through the hotel lobby, Keelin’s hair threaded through my fingers, his body pinning me to the back of the elevator, both of us unable to wait until we got to his room. His jeans fell low around his hips as we raced through the hallway, kissing, and tumbling through the door to his room. He had a lopsided grin with heat in his eyes when he finally got to take my clothes off and sink inside me. The unfamiliarity of someone new is something I hadn’t felt in so long. My body craved it just as much as my soul. There’s no attachment to Keelin, only the freedom of pleasure that doesn’t come with promises or a history.

I close my eyes and tip my head back stretching again, and feel the sheet being pulled away from me. Even though I ache, I still want more. My legs yawn apart for him and I feel his cool breath on me.

“I’m going to be late,” He murmurs as his voice vibrates against my thigh, sending goosebumps to pebble across my skin.

“I think they’ll understand,” I tell him, laughing as he pulls me towards him.

“Mmm, fuck!” I suck in a breath and start to whimper as his tongue slides along me, dipping in and circling the most sensitive areas.

Keelin is exactly what I need, because with him, I don’t have to think about anything or anyone; I only have to feel, and right now I am drowning in the sensation. His hands and mouth are trailing, taking, moving me to a place of silence and away from the chatter in my mind. When I open my eyes, he is hovering over me, his hair falling into my face with sweet eyes, and I know what I see in them. I’ve seen it before, and yet, I will still take what I want from him. When I’m gone, I will destroy him.

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