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“You’re fucked up in the head,” I snarled at him. Fear made me lash out before I realised what I’d said. Tilting his head to the side, he observed me, like a hunter watching its prey. A mouse trapped in the lion’s den.
“And that’s going to deter you?” he questioned, seeming to have already worked out my answer by my lack of moving. He smiled at me gently, like he was trying to placate me—which was completely out of character for him. With me, he’d always been aggressive, forward and bold. Keeping me guessing with his gaze and spoken words. So, a sneak peek at this side of him that I’d never seen before, even when we were younger, was jarring. Viewing more emotions cross his features would take some getting used to.
“You’re beautiful,” he stated, slicing opposite sides of my crop top, the sharp blade never touching my skin as it crumpled to the ground in tattered ruin. He followed it up by severing the straps of my bra from my shoulders and hooking his arm round, undoing the clasp at the back as it fell at my feet.
I wanted to believe in his words, but he hadn’t seen the invisible scars carved into my body with the blood pouring freely from my soul. He hadn’t seen the darkness that consumed me, the bitterness that feasted on my happiness. Once he’d seen the extent of it all, perhaps I’d believe him.Maybe.
He guided me up to the end of his bed and pushed me down. My hands were trapped underneath my body in an awkward position as he parted my legs, pushing his body in between, hovering over me.
“That uncomfortable?” he said.
I glared at him; he knew it was. Crouching down, he pulled off my shoes, flinging them to the side as he undid the fastenings of my jeans, slowly lowering them down my legs until it left me in nothing but my black lace panties.
Like he had all the time in the world and a ridiculous amount of restraint, his thumb travelled to my clit circling in grazing movements. It was enough for me to conclude that he was a massive fucking tease and thoroughly enjoyed having me like this, to do with me what he wished.
“I want that list,” he stated seriously, picking up the pace.
“List?”
“Yeah… of all those insignificant boys who’ve helped themselves to what’s mine.”
“You can’t be serious—” My words stuttered as he bit my clit and I jolted. The hint of pain was heady, yet I groaned in pleasure, my hips lifted in offering.
“Mmm.” He pulled the underwear from my legs swiftly. “You need that bite of pain with your pleasure, huh?” Hollis leaned close to my pussy, and I felt the heat of his breath on me. “I can do that,” he stated cockily, shoving two fingers deep inside me. He shuffled back, his other hand slapping my pussy, over my clit,hard.
He gripped onto the skin on my thigh, observing me as he added another finger, stretching me and with his free hand digging his fingertips into my skin. I clenched my hands underneath me, into the cover on the bed as my eyes closed of their own accord. I ground back down on his hand, matching his ever-changing tempo. His fingers sped up, then slowed when he felt me tighten, inching closer to my release.
“Keep doing that,” I told him. Wanting, no,needinghim inside me, but knowing we were working on his time frame. Not mine.
“I ain’t stopping.”
True to his word, he didn’t.
I wanted to bury my hands in his curled hair. I tried to pry my wrists apart, but the material wouldn’t budge.So frustrating.
“My name better leave those lips,” he stated, his tongue swirling roughly over me as he curved those fingers, pressing down in just the right place.So close.I felt the graze of another finger at my entrance before it moved back and that one finger entered my ass without warning as he worked me over.
I splintered into pieces, his name pulled raggedly from my lips on repeat as I thrashed from side to side. I eventually came down, my chest rising and falling rapidly in that post climax bliss. He removed his fingers. His nose grazed my clit and I jerked upwards feeling so sensitive as he lapped up my release.
I bit down on my lower lip, trying to hold in the moan, but it escaped anyway. He pulled back and chuckled, licking his lips.I think that’s the most I’ve ever heard him laugh and smile.
“Get the fuck out, or join in.” I opened my eyes suddenly at hearing Hollis’ demand and whipped my head around.
At the door that sat wide open… were two spectators with dark heated looks swimming in their eyes, and they stared directly at me.He knew they were watching.I couldn’t deny how it made me feel knowing they watched their best friend go down on me, even though it sent a tiny flash of fear through me.It’s not the same. It’s different. They’re not him.
Shoving away those unwanted thoughts, I ran my tongue over my bottom lip and I looked between them all. Hollis stood, pulling me up by my arm and swivelling me around, my back to his front, so I faced Preston and Texas.
My wrists still strongly bound together, I rubbed my palm against his jeans. His hardened cock strained up against the material. He groaned.
“Is that what you want, Milla?” he breathed heavily, his mouth to my ear. “A bunch of savages worshipping you?”
I shouldn’t, however I’d fantasised about this exact scenario a ridiculous number of times, so who was I to pass it up when it was offered on a platter to me?
“Yes,” I confirmed, my eyes switching between Texas and Preston so they could see the truth, that I wanted this as much as they did. Possibly even more.
“Will you hand over your pleasure to us? Let us hold the power to make this the best experience for you and, in turn, all of us?” Hollis asked with a serious undertone in his voice. This was important to him, my choice. The others’ expressions matched his tone. Noticing my hesitation, he added, “Only right now, in this room.” Somehow his request didn’t surprise me. He’d always had this air of mystery to him.
Control was an issue of mine that I’d been trying to grab onto at any opportunity. I needed it. I couldn’t deny that a deeper part of me, the one that housed that tiny bit of hope, sparked up and hung onto the words he’d spoken. That I could lay the control of what’s happening between us right now at his, and all their feet by choice? And to drown in the pleasure they’d bring to life and trust them to heighten the experience but never further than I was comfortable with?
