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“I did. The night we ran into each other, all I wanted was to get back at you. I wanted to hurt you like you’d hurt me. It’s why I left before you woke up. I couldn’t have gone through with it if I didn’t leave when I did. I still loved you, and it was evident that our connection was strong as ever. I wanted to hate you, and for a long time I did, but seeing you again only solidified how much I still loved you. I never intended on getting pre—”
“I didn’t use a condom.”
I jerked back, almost falling out of my chair.
The only thing I could utter was, “What? You purposely got me pregnant?”
“No. I think it was a subconscious decision. We’d been drinking a lot, and I didn’t realize it until the next morning. There were no wrappers from the condom, and fuck… I looked for you. I had Caleb look for you. You just disappeared.”
I sat there with wide eyes. “I know.”
“When Autumn showed me the picture of Ben, I think deep down a part of me wasn’t surprised.”
“I don’t know what to say.”
“I do. I fucking love you. I know you love me.” He abruptly stood, his chair skidding across the wood floor.
His sudden movement made me stand as well. In four long strides, he closed the distance between us with so much force, my body slammed against the wall behind me. I hit it with a hard thud.
Instantly, Jax caged me in with his arms, making me feel his love, his desperation, and his hate.
Not for me.
For himself.
“I mean it, Sophie. I love you, and I’m so fucking sorry I didn’t fight for you. Please tell me you believe me.”
“I do.”
“I’m done waiting.” He smiled, adding, “Give me another baby.”
This time it wasn’t Jax who came to me—it was me who willingly gave myself over to him. My mouth crashed onto his, and it was all he needed to lose control. Roughly, he gripped onto my ass, lifting me up to straddle his waist.
Our kiss was passionate.
Hungry.
Sending us into a frenzy.
I didn’t realize he was walking us into our bedroom until he’d laid me on the bed, spreading my legs to lay in between them before he lowered himself onto my heated body.
This was crazy, but Jax and I were always impulsive. Going from one extreme to the next. This wasn’t unusual for us. I’d wanted to give him what had been his the entire time.
My heart.
My soul.
My body.
He cradled my face, never once breaking our intense kiss. There was something different about him as he hovered above me in a way I’d never experienced with him before. Like he was trying to show me a side to him that he didn’t even know existed.
Tenderly, he kissed me deeply as his hands softly ran down my shoulders to take off my dress.
“Jax,” I rasped, trembling beneath him. He was barely even touching me.
I had no idea what I was in for.
Jax wasn’t the man who made love. He was always into hard, passionate fucking. This was different—he was different.
