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Why did you never come for me?

Take me away. It’s not too late for us.

It’ll never be too late. Not for us, baby.

–your impatient girl, Dix

It’ll never be too late… goddamn right, baby.

Day 501

I still can’t eat chocolate cake.

I can’t plant flowers. I can’t dance or sing.

I’ve eaten more than soup now, but still not enough.

I can’t function without thinking about you.

I'm not me, without you.

–your sad girl, Dix

I’m not me without you either, dollface.

Day 599

I’ve decided you’re never coming to save me.

I can’t breathe without you, and you aren’t coming to give me air.

Did you believe my lie? Did I do this all to myself? Could you have saved us both?

Please come find me. Please.

–your desperate girl, Dix

Day 617

I live 60 miles away from the estate and I still drive by it on purpose every week. I still walk by your office despite not working in the same city.

I’m hoping my hair will stick out in the crowd and you’ll find me.

–your hopefully hopeless girl, Dix

Day 730

Two years.

I hate time more than anything lately. Mostly because it fucking drags without you. Every day feels like years, every minute feels like hours, slowly punishing me with a life that you’re not in.

Do you hate time too, Jasper?

I watched you on YouTube today. Congratulations on your takeover. I love how successful you are. Maybe that means you’re not hurting like I am?

I hope not.

I know you're not coming to get me. I ruined it.

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