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“I want to stop,” he says. “You deserve better than anything I can give you, and I know it. And right now I want to be the man who turns around and goes back to sleep and leaves you in those clothes to a man who will deserve you.” His eyes blaze and I can see the brutal honesty in there. That he can’t fight this thing any more than I can. “But I can’t be that man, sweetheart. As weak as I am, I can’t.”
And then his face gets even closer. I can feel his breath brushing against my lips. But he stops short of kissing me. His eyes are soft and searching as if allowing me to take the ultimate decision.The ball is in your court now.He’s handing it over to me and it’s so much worse than if he’d just kissed me. Because then he would be the asshole in this scenario and I could remain the innocent who he seduced.
But doing this forces me to accept that he never took advantage of me, not even all those years ago. I went to him knowing exactly who and what he was. I knew he would show me a good time. And I wanted it.
The same way I want it now.
“To the heck with it,” is the last thing I say before I close the gap, kissing him.
Fire and rain.
The tempest is unleashed and he rolls over me, immediately groaning into my mouth and grabbing my hair, and pressing my face to his. The tightness of his hands tells me how much he wanted this. His fingers are almost rough as they yank up my shirt, buttons popping off in his fervor. Then he pulls back and his eyes are blazing with intensity as they run over my bare skin.
“Fuck, you have no idea how long I’ve wanted to see you like this,” he mutters. “How much I’ve ached for you.”
“Maddox.” His fingers are running over my heated skin, pushing down the pajama bottoms. His heated hands rest on my pussy and my clit pulses. “Oh my God, Maddox.”
“Fuck, you’re wet for me.” His hand trails on my slit. “You’re so fucking wet.” His eyes slide shut in ecstasy as his finger slips in between my labia, and he pulls it back and sucks it into his mouth.
I rear up and grab his hair, bringing his lips back to mine.
He pulls away and says, “Hey, slow down.”
I shake my head. I don’t want to. I don’t want to slow down or think because if I start thinking too much, I’ll stop this. And I don’t want to stop this.
But he sets me apart from him and leans back. My hands are still running over my body, so he pulls them off and draws them over my head.
No matter how much I struggle, he doesn’t let go, and braces himself over me, breathing like he’s just run a marathon.
“No, let’s not rush,” he murmurs but it sounds more like he’s trying to convince himself. And his eyes blaze, stilling my crazed movements. “I want to savor this.”
He waits until the words pierce my desire rushing through me. I nod.
Only then does he start kissing me again. His lips run down my heated skin, kissing and sucking every surface he gets to. By the time he gets to my nipples, I’m ready to weep and beg. And he doesn’t just suck it either. He laves it first, his eyes on mine as he does. I squeeze my eyes shut and turn my face away, moaning like a mad woman.
“That’s right." He sounds so vindicated as one hand leaves my wrist, going toward my center. “Cry out for me.”
I don’t have a choice, especially when his hand finds me wet and ready. I hate it, the way he makes me weak. His masterful fingers play with my clit and I bite my lip to keep in the moan that threatens to burst from my throat. But it leaks out anyway, passion sounds seeming to flow through my pores. His thumb gently rubs my clit and one suggestion at the weeping hole has me gushing out.
He sucks his fingers into his mouth again, moaning.
“Next time,” he says, “I’m going to lick your pussy till you scream, and lap up all this delicious cream.” His mouth goes to the side of my head, his breath harsh. “But I can’t wait anymore, honey. I’ve been wanting this for too long.”
“Yes.” I'm going crazy for it too. “Yes.”
In fluid movements, he slips between my legs and arranges his cock at my entrance. Then he thrusts into me and I scream. It’s like fire is raging throughout my body. My pussy is weeping and the orgasm that just happened threatens again. Meanwhile, he groans into the pillows and trembles like his body is exploding.
“So good,” he says. “So fucking good.”
“Yes,” I cry out. “Oh my God, yes."
He fucks into me slowly at first, but he becomes more unhinged as it goes on. He continues to drive into me with a force that drives every single thought from my brain. I can’t think of anything else, can’t feel anything else but this.
Yes, I think.This is it. This is what I’ve been missing this whole time.
Electricity zips up my spine, and my toes curl. An insurmountable pressure builds and scorches my mind until I’m a gasping, pleading mess.
He drives into me one more time and releases a guttural groan. With an earth-shattering explosion, I come.
