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Trusting in someone else to understand and give me comfort and gentleness in their touch.
It had taken me a while to get to a place where I felt ready for sex; the pain and scars from my mother had taught me not to trust females. I thought I might be gay at one point, but after a failed experience, I knew that wasn’t the case either.
Due to my size and looks, most of the girls I met wanted me to control them and be rough. Again, I tried it, but when I broke down crying with a girl because the idea of hurting her reminded me too much of my mother, I knew sex that way wouldn’t work for me.
I almost gave up at that point as feelings of failing at something else in my life bombarded me, especially for something that had yet to yield any enjoyment.
Raven gasped as she stepped in, her hands covering her mouth, her eyes widening. Where my other room was simple, this one was not.
Silk drapes hung from the ceiling, creating a bohemian vibe. Plush rugs covered the floor, making the space a tactile experience with the hardwood and rugs. Multiple speakers had been placed in the ceiling, floor, and walls. Twinkle lights hung around the room in various colors, intertwining with the silk in places. Other spotlights placed throughout the ceiling could be selected for different lighting options. However, my favorite was the fiber optic lights in the ceiling that resembled stars.
The walls were black and soundproofed, with one wall a mural of the beach at sunset. Several oversized bean bags, chairs, and loungers were placed around the room, with copious pillows and blankets. A dark wood cabinet stood in one section of the room filled with toys and objects. There was also a fridge, sink, and microwave. When I needed solace, I came in here and could spend days before I needed to leave. A door to the bathroom was the only thing that marred the walls, and even it was painted black, blending into the scene.
The last section of the room and my personal favorite. The center of the room had tray flooring with two steps down to a large mattress that covered the entire space. More drapes circled it, providing a canopy effect if pulled closed with an opening at the top so the lights could shine in if desired. The sheets were silk with velvet and faux fur covers, providing the ultimate sensory explosion.
Everything in the room was designed to enhance sexual pleasure through sensory play and safety.
After breaking down into sobs, the woman I’d been with sat with me and talked me through my feelings. She introduced me to a club where I met someone who showed me what I needed and how sex could be with trust. And now I wanted to share that with Raven.
Pulling her to me, I lifted her and held her close. My body vibrated both from fear and desire. I didn’t believe she’d laugh at me, but I couldn’t squelch the small kernel from experiences past that hadn’t gone well.
“I need something different from sex,” I whispered. “Not every time, but I get the most pleasure from this and wanted to share it with you.”
Raven’s hands rubbed over my head, her nails digging into my scalp and beard. That small kernel of doubt was vanquished at her touch. I should’ve known she’d understand. She’d already been giving me so much without realizing it.
“Whatever you need, Ruebear. Just show me.”
A groan escaped me, my arms trembling with need. Walking forward, I took the steps to the bed and placed her on it. Her body sunk into the covers, her trilling giggle a balm to my heart.
Pointing to stay, I swallowed as she complied. My words had dried up already from too many emotions, so I walked over to the cabinet to gather what I needed. Once I had the items I wanted to start with, I hit the remote to activate the lights and music I’d selected.
Raven kneeled on the bed, her eyes curious as she watched me. I placed everything on the bed and removed my shirt, watching as she inhaled and licked her lips at my strip tease. Smirking, my movements grew more confident as I shucked my pants, my cock now on display.
“Oh, fanny flutters,” Raven hissed, her eyes growing comically large. She looked down her body, then back to my cock as it thickened against my leg, then back down. “You’re gonna have to rally, girl. This is the ultimate challenge. Time to shine!”
Snorting, I realized she was talking to her vagina. Shaking my head, I held my hand for her to take and brought her to stand. I took my time removing her clothes, letting my fingers caress her skin with each pass. Goosebumps dotted her flesh, and I knew she’d love sensory play. She was already so responsive.
Picking up a silk blindfold, I held it up to her to ask if she was okay with it. She bit her lip but nodded, letting me tie it around her eyes. Pushing on her shoulders, I directed her to lie down on the soft sheets. I wanted to show her the best of sensory play so, in turn, she could do it for me. The room itself provided sensory stimulation from the colored lights, soft music, aromatherapy, and soothing fabrics; it created an environment to entice your hearing, sight, smell, and touch without even undressing.
Now that I had her completely bare, I could ramp everything up, sending her over the edge with just a touch. Taking the feather, I traced it over her skin, going over the peaks and valleys of her curves as I watched her inhale and move against the silk sheets. Moving some oil under her nose first, I let her get a whiff of the sandalwood before I touched a little to my fingers and smoothed it over her nipples. Raven gasped, her legs moving more. I drew on her stomach, going up and down her arms and legs, watching it absorb into her skin.
Needing to engage her sense of taste now, I grabbed a strawberry and parted her lips with it. Her tongue peeked out to taste the sweet juice, a moan sounding. Placing it into her mouth, I watched as she ate it, licking up the juices with her tongue, and I had to squeeze my eyes shut so I didn’t get too excited yet.
Raven whimpered, the sensations having ramped up her arousal, and I knew she was ready for step one. Dropping down between her legs, I licked up her folds, her legs squeezing my head. She tasted so sweet I couldn’t get enough of her. Her moans filled my ears, surrounding me, so she was the only thing I heard, tasted, and smelled. Plunging one finger in, I watched as she trembled around the digit. Her walls stretched as I added more, showing me she’d take me just fine once I got her ready.
Moving up her body, I grabbed one of the toys I’d gotten just for her and placed it at her entrance, rubbing her wetness over it. Her head thrashed back and forth as she moaned, her back arching in anticipation. It was beautiful. Gathering her up, I placed her between my legs and rested her back to my front. I grabbed her hands and put them on my thighs, pressing down to show I wanted them to stay.
She squirmed against me, her ass rubbing against my cock. It was a delicious and torturous experience, but I wouldn’t move her if my life depended on it. With one hand, I brushed my fingers over her nipple as I fucked her with the dildo. Raven screamed at the move, her legs draping over my thick thighs as she rode it for me. Her wetness dripped over my fingers, coating my hand in her arousal. When she was ready, I pulled out the dildo and removed the blindfold. She blinked at me, her pupils blown with lust and her cheeks rosy.
She glanced down at the rainbow suction cup dildo, her eyebrows rising when she saw the shape and size. She pointed at it, her face shocked.
“That thing was in me?”
I nodded, chuckling.Yeah, Angel. You’d take me just fine.
Lifting the blindfold, I wrapped it around my eyes and moved down to lay flat on the bed. I gestured that it was her turn to use the things on me like I’d done to her.
“Oh, this is going to be fun.”
