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“Nah.” He exhales audibly. "It’s not like I’m unaware of what’s going on with you and Ridge.”
My mouth draws back, the cords in my neck tight. “But at the same time?”
“This is gonna sound weird, but it almost felt normal sharing you. Maybe it’s because Ridge has ingrained it in my mind that you’re his girl, while at the same time, I’ve convinced myself you’re mine, too.” He lets out a long sigh. “Does that make sense?”
“Yeah,” I tell him honestly. “Because that’s sort of the way I see it, too.” I rest my head on his chest again, that content feeling I had last night returning.
So this is what it feels like to be adored by two men. Wonder how it would feel to have three men here with me. Fucking me, even loving me.
My mind wanders to Lev. The enigma in my life. The one who pushes me away but keeps me at arm’s reach. The one who violently assaults my body in a way that has me craving more.
I shouldn’t be sprouting feelings for Lev, but I am. They’re growing rapidly and out of control, and I can’t even begin to wonder what I should do about it. Probably nothing, if I have any sanity left in me. Getting involved with him would be reckless. A recipe for disaster. But, oh my, what a thrill it would be.
The thought gets me excited and there’s a sudden desire to see his face. Even though he’s just across the room, sleeping, he feels so far away. Like he’s in another world than the one I’m existing in.
I unpeel my sticky skin from Maddox and roll to my back. “I gotta pee,” I tell him. It’s true, I really do, but I also can’t resist the urge to look at Lev. Just a peek. “Think the guys in your dormitory will freak if I walk in there?”
Last night everyone was asleep when I used the bathroom. Being nine a.m. on a Saturday morning, I’m sure the bathrooms are flooded with testosterone.
“Probably, which is exactly why I’m coming with you.” Maddox springs out of bed in just a pair of black boxer briefs.
I pull myself up to a sitting position, my eyes darting around the room in search of my clothes. I spot them lying in a crumpled pile on the floor beneath the windowsill. Shivering as I leave the blanket, I swing my legs over the edge of the mattress then quickly pad across the room, my bare feet slapping against the hard surface.
I’m not sure where Ridge ran off to this morning, but I’m sure he stayed here all night. When I woke at 3 a.m., I saw him in his bed while Maddox slept soundly beside me. Hopefully he’s out getting coffee, because that sounds really damn good right now.
I’m crossing the small space to my clothes when I look over to Lev’s bed and see him—arms folded under his head, heavy-lidded eyes that are filled with hunger and something else I can’t quite place. A smile spreads across his face and his eyebrows rise.
My entire body fills with heat from his stare and I pick up my pace, swiping my clothes up in a hurry. With my shirt in one hand, trying to hide my breasts, I use my other to try and spread the waistband of my leggings so I can step into them. It’s a sticky situation that has me stumbling to the left and dropping the shirt. I swiftly sweep it back up to cover myself and manage to get one leg in.
“Trouble,” Lev croaks and my gaze snaps to him, “you’re trying too hard. I’ve seen it all before.”
Giving up the attempt to shield my body from him, I ascertain that he’s right. He has seen it all before, and while it doesn't feel appropriate at this moment, I really don’t give a damn.
Dropping my shirt, I glare at him as I step into the other leg of my pants then I pull them up and snap the waistband as my eyebrows cave lower and lower. Then I slowly snare my shirt off the floor and jam one arm in, then the other, before pulling it over my head—braless. My nipples pucker against the fabric and a sheath of my stomach is exposed since it’s a crop top.
Lev waggles his brows and scoots himself up an inch and I’ll be damned, his jumbo dick is poking straight up, raising the fabric of his black satin sheet.
Air catches in my throat and I clear it before steadying my breaths. Quickly, I avert my gaze and try to get a grip.
Now that is exactly what would make this morning even better. Hopping on top of Lev and riding that big, bad cock.
Oh my god, what has gotten into me?
Ready?” Maddox asks, snapping me out of the sexual fantasy I fell into.
“Mmhmm,” I mumble.
I follow behind Maddox, head hung low as I fight not to look back at Lev, but the desire is stronger than I am. So damn strong. And before I step out the open door, I shoot him a glance. Frozen. Stunned. Speechless. I gape as he pushes his sheet down, revealing his erect cock.
My heart might have literally stopped, or it’s resting somewhere in my stomach.
Look away, Riley.
But when his hand wraps around his girth and he fists the fuck out of that thing, I can’t stop watching.
“Baby,” Maddox nudges me, “you coming or what?”
There’s no doubt Maddox saw what I saw. He also saw my reaction. The way my body tensed. The continuous stare I held with Lev’s cock, while he was staring back at me.
