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“Baby, you deserve this and so much more, I’ve watched you work your arse off for years. I’ve witnessed you build this business up from nothing, and I love your determination to succeed.” He moves around the front of the desk, sitting on the edge of it and pulling me into him. “I want to give you this, fuck I want to give you so much more. Let me give you the world Bell’s.”
I smile leaning into him placing my lips over his, the kiss started out gentle, now hungry, needy. He spins me, and lifts my ass onto the desk, his mouth never leaves mine, his hands trail up my legs, sliding my dress up to my hips. He slips his thumbs under the thin material of my panties, slowly sliding them down my legs, he brings them to his nose and breathes in my scent. His pupils dilate his eyes becoming darker.
I watch as he puts my panties in his pocket then slides his finger through my folds, and I shiver. My hands find his belt, and I fumble as I undo it, I loosen the button, and slide down the zip before pushing them down over his hips. I feel him stiffen as my hands wrap around his cock, I love that he’s always hard for me. I rub my fingers over the top, coating his dick in his pre-cum then use one hand to cup and rub his balls gently squeezing them as I pump my other hand up and down his cock.
He leans forward biting my lip, before kissing me then slipping a finger inside my soaked aching pussy, his thumb moves circles around my clit adding just the right amount of pressure. He adds a second finger and my movements stutter, he chuckles around my mouth, I pull back and groan when he removes his fingers from my pussy, He smirks, reaching down removing my hands from his dick he places the tip at my entrance then slides me closer to the edge of the desk.
I bite my lip the anticipation bubbling inside of me, but he just slides the tip up and down my folds, coating it in the both of us.
“Killian, stop teasing and fuck me.”
His hand instantly wraps around my neck, gently squeezing the pressure points, only seconds later he slams his cock into me, and I cry out in pleasure. He thrusts in and out of me like he’s on a time limit, I feel the desk shift slightly under me with the force of his thrusts, and I grip his hips pulling him into me, his head tips back and his body tightens, he’s close. Wanting to get there are the same time I place one finger on my clit and rub, increasing the pressure when I feel the butterflies start in my stomach.
“Holy fuck baby, fuck yes, oh Jesus I’m coming, tell me you’re there.”
I can’t speak, my back arches and my body shakes, I scream his name as I come at the same time Killian roars out his release.
He leans forward resting his head on mine, our breaths hot and heavy. Placing a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose, “I fucking love you woman.” I smile too worn out to speak.
A knocking on my office door pulls me from the memory, I look over to see Alex walking in, her dark chocolate brown hair tied up in a loose pony with strands falling down her face, she looks incredible in black jeans, biker boots, a white tank and leather jacket. I guess she isn’t working today, she never wears jeans for work. She gives me a smile as she takes a seat in front of my desk.
“You ok, you looked miles away when I entered?”
“Yeah, I was just remembering when I got this office.”
I shut down my laptop and grab my phone and keys off the desk, “come on, let’s go back to mine and we can have lunch and alcohol, I’m not exactly being very productive today.”
“Excellent, let’s go.” She gets up and heads straight out the door while I grab my things and follow her out.
Chapter 3
“That was Finn, he’ll pick up Ro on his way here. Cara and Lennon are staying with Liv and Maddie tonight.” Connor places his phone on the counter then walks around to the fridge grabbing us both a beer.
He hands me the bottle and takes a seat at the table. His eyes fixed on me. I lean back taking a mouthful from the bottle and glance around the table. The cards are out, the chips and nuts are in the centre of the table as usual. And I’ll order pizzas later after we’ve had a couple of games of poker. The only difference tonight is that there are five spaces instead of the usual four. It’s been a long time since we’ve had a fifth chair at the table. Twenty-one months to be exact, that was the last time he sat there playing poker behaving like the joker he was. We didn’t know what he’d been doing, we didn’t know the danger he was in, or that he would be dead only three weeks later. I wish he’d told me. I wish I’d pushed for him to give me answers, but he said he didn’t have much to tell us.“Soon Kill, I promise soon you’ll have the answers, I just don’t have much to tell you right now, but I promise I’m still working on it. Just give me a little more time.”I’d nodded, just fucking nodded at him. If I’d pushed him, forced him to tell me what was going on, forced him to bring me in on everything then he might still be alive now. We might not have lost him.
“Kill, you alright brother?” I glance over at Connor then nod to the fifth chair.
“You remember that last time he sat in that chair.” I don’t wait for an answer, it’s not a question of course he remembers we all do. “We didn’t have a clue of what he was doing, we had no idea what he was dealing with… I had no idea.”
“Don’t.” I look at him, his harsh tone surprising me. “Don’t go there, Kill. He was good at hiding things, we all are. He chose not to tell us for a reason. You read the letter. He didn’t want us to know. Not until he was sure. You could have pushed him for answers, we all could have. But the truth is, he would never have told us. No matter how much we asked him to.” He gets up and grabs us both another couple of beers. Taking a seat, he turns his chair to face me, “we can’t change the past brother. Going over it will only serve to bring you sorrow. We can all sit here and think of the things we could have done differently, the things we should have said, but it won’t change anything. We can’t bring him back, but we can take care of his family. Our niece and nephew. Nora. They need us now.” I sigh letting out a heavy breath. Needing more than a beer, I get up and head into my office to grab a bottle of whiskey and give myself a minute. Ronan & Finn will be here any minute and I need to shake this mood before they do.
* * *
“For fucks sake Connor, are you cheating?” Finn throws his hand on the table and gets up to grab us more beer. Ronan leans back in his chair, as he and I turn to Connor, who just laughs and clears the table of his winnings. “Don’t be a sore loser baby brother, it’s not often I win this many hands in a row.” He grins as he shuffles the cards ready to deal the next hand. My phone vibrates and I pull it from my pocket, to check the notification. “Deal in a fifth,” I tell him. Connor stops mid-deal as he and the others turn to me, curious as to who I’ve invited to sit in on our game.
“Seamus will be here in five minutes. He’s been spending a lot of time with Niamh, and I want to know what’s going on. Did you see how close they were at Finn’s the other day when Drake came with the box from Rory? He barely left her side.”
Connor snorts out a laugh, “and you thought that bringing him to our poker night was the best way to find out if anything’s going on? He’s gonna be on his guard the moment he walks through the door.”
I roll my eyes as he chooses that moment to ring the bell, pushing my chair back I head to the door, shouting back through to my brothers, “I know, I wanna see how the fucker handles all four of us together.”
I hear them laugh as I open the door to a rather wet-looking Seamus. “You walk?” I raise my eyebrow at him.
“Yeah, my car broke down around the corner. That’s why I’m late. I left the driver with the car and walked here. I need a beer.” The cocky little fucker just waltzes right past me into the kitchen where the others are. By the time I reach the kitchen, he’s draped his jacket over the back of the spare seat, and Finn is handing him a bottle of beer just as he sits down.
“So, while I appreciate the invite to poker night, my guess is I’m not here for you guys to be nice. Deal me in and tell me what you want.” He glances at each of my brothers, but his gaze settles on mine. As mine does on his, I want to monitor his reactions, I want to see if his face will give him away when I ask.
“You wanna tell us what’s going on with you and our Niamh?” My voice may sound impassive, but inside I’m churning. I know more than he thinks, and I wonder how far he’ll go to keep it from me.
