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I hate that I love him calling me that. “Don’t call me that.”
His hand caresses my face and forces me to look him in the eye. “Why not? It’s true. You are mine.”
“For now.”
I see him frown and then the softness is gone from his eyes replaced by determination. For what I don’t know, but I’m afraid to find out because one thing I do remember about Linc is that he hates to lose.
“Are you on the pill like we agreed?”
Linc had demanded I be on birth control as part of our contract. I agreed because the last thing I need is a baby thrown into the mix right now, even his, or maybe that should be especially his. “I had the IUD fitted.” It was pure luck that I was at the right time in my cycle for it to provide immediate protection, not that Lincoln need to know that.
He nods and his hands go to his belt and the clink of the metal is heavy with anticipation. “Lie on the bed, Lottie.”
I do as he says and watch him remove his slacks and boxers in one move. His heavy cock bobs free and then lies hard and proud against his belly. He’s big, magnificent, and terrifying. I have no idea how he’ll fit without tearing me apart, but I know he will. It’s what our bodies were made to do. That doesn’t offer me any comfort as he fists his hand around his cock and strokes.
I’m mesmerized by the sight of him. It’s the most erotic thing I’ve ever witnessed and my fingers itch to touch him. I’ve had him in my mouth, I know the silky-smooth feel of him against my tongue, but I’m like an addict and I want more.
“Touch yourself, Lottie. Show me how you make yourself come.”
I hesitate, my cheeks flaming with heat, but I let my hand move over my breasts, rolling my nipple between my fingers, as the other hand circles my clit.
“Fuck me. Do you know how sexy that is? How much I want you?”
My eyes move to his cock and the head is leaking as he strokes lazily, the tip wet with his arousal.
“Open your legs.”
I do as he says and Linc settles his body between my thighs, his heavy cock resting against my sensitive pussy. His head bends and he kisses me slowly this time like he’s drugging me. My senses and body feel languid and heavy with desire, yet I can feel the restraint in his body, the compact power he’s trying to leash. I know that one day I want him to lose that control, to show me the man underneath, but for tonight I’m grateful for his restraint.
Our tongues dance as I feel the tip of his cock edge my opening and I tense, drawing in a breath.
“Relax, Lottie. I’ll make this good, I promise, but it will sting.”
“Okay.”
He continues to kiss me, making me forget about anything else but how I feel as he pushes in a little more. I try not to tense as his forehead rests against my chest.
“Fuck, you’re so tight.”
“Just do it, Linc.”
He thrusts home and I yelp and move up the bed, but he holds me tight, his arms bandied around my waist, his head buried against my neck now as he kisses me softly on the wildly beating pulse there.
“Just be still, Lottie. Let your body adjust for a second.”
Linc pulls my nipple between his lips and my body melts as pleasure consumes me. I give a little rock of my hips and hear him hiss when I do it again.
“You okay?”
I nod. “Yes.”
Linc starts to move, his body slowly rocking into mine, filling me and the pain turns to pleasure, his pelvis brushing against my clit every time he thrusts into me. Taking my calf in his hand he wraps it around his back as he leans up on his elbows so he can see me. His palms caress my breasts and rib cage as I let out a whimper.
“Look how well you’re taking my cock, Lottie.”
I look down to where we’re joined and the sight is erotic and beautiful.
Linc begins to slam into me harder now as I try to pull every thought and feeling into some kind of sense, but I’m awash with emotions. His jaw is hard and unflinching, and he’s so beautiful it makes my throat clog with tears. It was always meant to be him and even given the circumstances, I’m glad it’s him for my first time. I hate the way my brain tries to invade this moment by wishing he could be my last too, so I block out the thoughts and just ride the feelings pumping through my body.
