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Everything I’m feeling is mirrored on his handsome face. So captivating, so real.
“Come, Lottie, I need you to come all over my cock with that sweet cunt.”
His words trigger a spasm inside me as he arches his hips, hitting a new place inside me and I scream his name, panting it like a prayer as I climax, my body pulsing around him. I feel him shudder as he stills inside me, his hot seed coating my insides before he collapses against me and rolls us so I’m lying across his chest.
As we pant, the sweat on my skin cools, the wetness of our joined pleasure chills my skin and he kisses my head before standing.
I panic that he’s leaving and want to weep for being so pathetic and needy. He comes back moments later with a warm washcloth and pushes my legs apart.
Embarrassed I reach for the cloth. “I can do it.”
He brushes my hand away. “I made the mess. I’ll clean it up.”
Tenderness for this man, makes me wish for things I know I can’t have. Sex with this man is wreaking havoc on my emotions already. How the hell will I last a year with my heart intact?
I see the tint of pink on the white cloth and he catches my eye as if he’s thinking the same as me, before vocalizing his thoughts. “This was always mine.”
I remain silent not knowing how to react now. Will he cuddle? Does he want his space? I’ve never shared a bed with a man before and have no idea of the protocol. As he uses the bathroom, I curl into my side, pulling the sheet over me, and close my eyes. I keep them closed as I feel the bed dip behind me and the light extinguish, bathing the room in darkness.
A hand comes around me, and Linc pulls me so I’m lying across his body, his arm around me as I use his chest like a pillow. I’d fallen asleep like this a hundred times in the past, but it’s never felt more different.
Then I’d had his love and now I don’t know what we are. The void between us is littered with emotional land mines.
15: Linc
LeavingLottie in bed this morning was the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I knew if I didn’t, I’d fuck her again and her body needed the rest. I’d woken in the night and turned in a panic thinking it was a dream but seeing her hair spread out on the pillow, need had gotten the better of me.
I’d woken her with my mouth on her pussy, loving the sweet taste of her arousal on my tongue. Even in sleep she responded to me, arching against my touch, riding my face until she came down my chin. I was addicted and I’d fucked her hard and fast, my need for her like a wild animal straining at a leash.
It’s now eleven, and I have a meeting with the board to announce my marriage. My father will be furious he hadn’t been consulted but he’s nothing to me. The only people I give a shit about had been there and that’s all I cared about.
Picking up my phone I call my brother, who picks up on the second ring.
“Linc, I was just going to call you.”
“Oh?”
“I wanted to say again how happy we are that you finally got your head out of your ass and married our girl.”
A possessive jealousy rips through me when he calls her ours. “My girl, Clark, not yours.”
His rich laugh makes me smile despite myself. Clark has always been the light to my dark and we’re close, I’d do anything for him and have.
“Yes, Lincoln, I know. She was always yours, but she’s my friend and I’m glad she’s back in our lives.”
“Me too. Listen I have to work today but is there any chance you can take her shopping? Get her some stuff. You know clothes, dresses, essentials, and the same for Eric.”
“You’re at work?” He sounds like he was being strangled.
“Well, yeah. I had an urgent meeting with the board.”
“But it’s Sunday and you just got married yesterday.”
“I know, but this can’t wait.”
“Really, Linc? Please don’t fuck this up with her. She doesn’t deserve you treating her like all those other women you’ve paraded around in the past.”
I know what he means. Those women were entertaining but I was an asshole and never gave their feelings a second thought, but Lottie is different. She matters. “I’m not going to. I married her, didn’t I?”
