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“Just like I said,” he murmured, pressing the tip into my clit. “Fucking delicious.”
I squirmed a little at the pressure on my over-sensitive clit, but I was not over that deep-throat action. “You are good at that.”
He winked at me. “I have been told.”
I smiled and shook my head. Antonio never talked to me about his past relationships or partners, but I did catch a few hints about him having sex with men. I didn’t want to know anyone he fucked, but I wanted to knowabouthim.
“Are you bisexual?” I blurted out with furrowed brows.
Antonio climbed back next to me. He didn’t seem uncomfortable at all. I have never seen anyone in Cosa Nostra being very casual about this other than me. I liked having that in common with him.
His forehead wrinkled slightly at the thought, and his fingers played on my naked skin. “I have never thought about it actually,” he confessed. “I just fucked whoever I wanted to fuck. Now I only want to fuck you, but if you were a man, I would still want to fuck you. It has never been about gender for me.”
My heart fluttered at his words, and I kissed the side of his mouth. “I understand. Thank you for sharing it with me.” He didn’t need to have a label. He didn’t need to know. Yet I was happy I knew this little information about him. I felt closer to him.
“I’ll share everything with you,” he said easily and this time earned a real kiss.
After I pulled back, Antonio asked. “What about you? You mentioned kissing girls before.”
I nodded. “I am bisexual.” I was never scared to share despite the opinions of our world. I simply never gave a fuck, and I always had a strong-ass brother to protect me from people’s stupid opinions. “I have always identified like that, and that was one reason some people really didn’t like me. They enjoyed talking behind my back.”
He kissed my collarbone. “You can be yourself, Priscilla. If anyone says anything, just tell me, and I’ll shoot them, okay?”
“You said that too seriously,” I giggled.
He pulled back with a very straight face. “I was serious.”
I was not going to make him shoot someone for me, but I also didn’t want to fight over it. Also, the thought of him going to great lengths for me made me happy. But I brushed it off by kissing him again.
“What are your plans for today?” Antonio asked between kisses.
I pulled back. “Girl’s night at Mia’s, remember?”
His gold eyes almost glimmered. “I remember now.” I was not sure if he liked the fact that I was close with his family or that I had friends. Whatever it was, he always looked happy when I met with Mia and Bella.
Antonio cupped my face and swallowed thickly. He seemed nervous. He rarely looked that way. “Can I take you somewhere before that? I’ll drop you off at the mansion afterward.”
I nodded. I didn’t even need to know the location to say yes, but I still wanted to know. “Where?”
He cleared his throat and said, “My mother’s grave.”
Antonio
I have never felt this uncomfortable.
Taking Priscilla to my mother’s grave was a hard decision for me. It was the root of my fucked-up brain. It was where I felt the most vulnerable.
But at the end of the day, Priscilla was the only person I wanted to show this side of me. She was the only one I’d let.
On our way, we stopped at the flower shop and got the white roses. Priscilla thought they were pretty, and I couldn’t even answer. I was too tense to speak.
After we got out of the car and walked towards the grave, Priscilla held my hand. The reminder of her presence made me more aware. She gave my insides a squeeze with her hold. It was way too uncomfortable, but I was not letting go.
Letting go seemed much worse than every sensation she created in me.
When we reached the very familiar tombstone, I stopped and cleared my throat to get rid of the lump in there. “This is her.”This is where I feel so much.
Priscilla looked up at me, and her free hand curled around my hand that was holding the flowers. “Can I?” she asked. “Or would you like to do it yourself?”
