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Not at work anyway. Especially not of my own accord.
Sebastian’s an insecure guy who didn’t earn his promotion.
It’s the first time we’ve discussed his job. The implications of what he just revealed make me sweat. Did he imply that he enjoys a dominant partner in the bedroom?
How dominant?
My inappropriate thought is followed by an even more inappropriate picture of Ash in his tight wetsuit with a gag ball stretching his mouth. A coughing fit takes over as I squirm to suppress my sudden arousal. Tension builds in my shoulders.
What the hell?
And now Etta James croons again, claimingI Just Want to Make Love to You. Not my exact thoughts, but close enough to mess with my head.
What’s wrong with me?
I redirect the conversation to pace myself and inquire further about a subject that piqued my interest.
Nino
Jealous you didn’t get the promo?
Ash
Nah. I’m not cut out for it! I’m content with my current position.
Once again, my mind is in the gutter.
Are you doing this on purpose, Ash? Using double entendres?
As if caught with my hand in the cookie jar, my head swivels to check my surroundings. I’m being ridiculous but I can’t help it. I palm my semi, wondering if I should cut this conversation short to take care of myself.
Chill, man. You haven’t slept in over twenty-four hours; you’re not quite yourself. Get a grip and control this convo once and for all, dammit!
True! I’m not myself: weary, caffeinated, and horny as fuck. From the looks of it, I’d say that my time with Ethan in Mykonos didn’t quench my thirst.
I’ve never been turned on by the domineering aspects of sex. Distraught by my own reaction, I take deep breaths to control my filthy mind, remembering how Ash referred to his boyfriend back in Bali.
To say that Ash doesn’t screambottomwould be a lie. But then again, I know from experience that it isn’t equivalent with submissive. And even then, there’s nothing wrong with that. To each their own, I’m just surprised that he’d be so open about it.
Why? Ash did mention he had a boyfriend from the get-go!
Some would call him a twink. Me? I was raised by a wonderful person who, unlike my father, taught me that we are human beings first. Also, it’s hard to deny the impressive lean muscle that surfing carved on Ash’s body.
As for me, yes, I am a gay man. I’ll never hide it, lie about it, or be ashamed of it, but it’s one of a multitude of things that define me. Some of my partners have called me “a versatile top,” which I can’t deny since my preferences lean towards quick and dirty blowjobs rather than anal. I’m proud of who I am. Labels bother me, though. I’ve come across my fair share of judgmental jerks, utterly preoccupied with what goes on in other people’s bedrooms. Twatwaffles disrespecting those who prefer to bottom by saying that they’re “the female” of the pair. What is it to them anyway? Don’t they realize that without bottoms, there wouldn’t be tops?
Maybe I’m reading too much into this exchange with Ash. Of course, I am. Why does this guy affect me so much? We’ve spent less than five hours together, and I can’t get him out of my head.
One thing’s for sure, Ashton Cooper makes me feel off-balance; it sure is part of his appeal. And just like that, he does it again without grasping the effect that he has on me.
Ash
Anyway, like I said, I need a breather.
I don’t want to scare you off, but I think I miss you.
Nino
Wow… That’s brutally honest…
