Page 4 of Blowing Things Up


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“Get on your knees,” I growl.

I’m strangely happy that we’re not actually on the concrete right next to the pool, but in the grass. I hold onto this one thought that tells me I haven’t lost all sense, that I can hold onto the need to protect her still.

She gracefully drops to her knees in front of me and bends forward, brushing her lips against my leather boots.

What. In. The. Fuck.

This is the subservient protocol we teach the girls. But Mina doesn’t do the protocol, she hasneverdone the protocol. When she first came here, we realized she was too broken to even do that much. That level of humiliation was just triggering her into flashbacks from her past. And here she is, outside next to the pool with the eyes of about twenty people on her, kissing my boots like some slave-bot.

I bend and put my fingers under her chin to raise her face to mine, all I see in her eyes is glazed over lust.

This isn’t an act. This is real.

I take a long, slow breath. When I bought her and took her as my own, I promised this girl I would never hurt her. I promised I wouldn’t punish her the way I punished others. I wouldn’t take out my sadism on her. I would never make her bleed or leave permanent scars. I would never humiliate her or do anything sexual with her in front of anyone at the house. And now it’s like I have a checklist and I’m just ticking off boxes. One betrayal after another. One broken promise after another.

And yet I can’t stop the words from coming out of my mouth.

“You are going to show everyone here just how deeply I own you. You’re going to lay your submission at my feet for everyone here to see. There will be no question who the fuck you belong to after this moment, do you understand?”

“Yes, Master.”

She doesn’t hesitate. There is no falter or fear in her words. She trusts me, and I don’t deserve it. Am I about to break her right now? Just like all the other monsters? Just when she’s discovering and unleashing her own fire?

I unzip my pants and free my cock. It’s long and hard, ready to penetrate that sweet mouth of hers, ready to claim her in front of every gawking onlooker who neither has the courage to stop me nor the will to look away. I guarantee every person both trainer and trainee is turned on right now. There’s a fifty percent chance this could devolve into an orgy.

“Then show me what a good obedient cocksucking whore you are for your master. Show them all.”

She looks up at me and actually… smirks. There’s is nothing demure in her right now. I don’t know how she’s running this show, but somehow she is. And I feel something like relief and an unclenching of the tightness in my chest.

She greedily takes my cock into her mouth as though she’s a succubus who needs to drink my come for her very survival. No woman has ever looked at me like this. No woman has ever taken my cock down her throat with such relish.

3

MINA

Electric arousal shoots through me as I suck Brian’s cock, right here out in the broad daylight beside the pool. With an audience. So many things shut down inside me after Japan. So much became numb. There was just the fire of my anger, and the fire between my legs that only Brian could ignite. He became like oxygen to me, my lifeline. And I didn’t care what he did to others so long as he kept touching me the way he did—so long as he kept pulling orgasm after orgasm from my body to prove I was still real, I still existed in this world. And however broken we both were, we were in it together, anchoring each other.

I’ve felt connected to Brian for a long time, but I thought my deepest kinks had died with Jason. I thought that last motherfucker who left scars on me, humiliated me, passed me around to his friends, and abused me in a thousand other subtle ways… I thought it had killed the desire in me that had led me down this dangerous road with men to begin with.

But now, as Brian fucks my mouth, that thing, coiled like a serpent at the base of my spine… It awakens. And it is hungry, hungry to be the good little slut. Hungry to please a master. Hungry to be pleased in return for being such a good girl.

I moan around his rigid cock, and it’s not an act. I’m not pretending like some porn star on a screen. I need him. I’m so wet and throbbing right now that if he did decide to pass me around to the other trainers, I’d probably go for it without complaint. I’m too far gone, too far over the edge to feel anything but lust and need.

A strange mix of power and powerlessness flows through me. I may be on my knees right now, but in so many ways, I own Brian in this moment. He groans, his fingers threading into my hair as he thrusts one final time, releasing down my throat. I greedily swallow him down. I’m shaking now, vibrating with power, with surrender, with need, with so many things I don’t have words for. Everything just… woke. up. And when I get up off my knees, I will never be the same woman again.

That’s saying a lot, considering all I’ve been through and each metamorphosis that has taken place shapeshifting me first into one thing and then something completely different. Right now I feel… unbroken—as though delicate ripped butterfly wings have reknit and mended themselves, becoming something even stronger.

“Good girl,” Brian says, stroking my hair.

He helps me to my feet and kisses me possessively, his tongue invading me as aggressively as his cock. It steals my breath and the last tight-fisted grip of sanity I was clinging onto. It’s the most passion I’ve ever felt from him, the most feelings pouring out of him, into me. And I do my very best to contain them, to hold them.

“I need you,” I gasp into his mouth. “I need your cock inside me.”

He pulls back and studies me for a moment. “But, you already had my cock inside you. Are you telling me the pleasure of my cock ramming down your throat wasn’t enough for you?”

I roll my eyes. “You’re hilarious.”

“Oh, somebody’s in trouble,” he says, but his tone is light as he grabs my hand and drags me away from our audience and to the privacy of our dungeon room.

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