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She lifts her head, chin pressed to my chest. “Neo,” she whispers. “This is going to sound insane, after everything we’ve been through, and all the hurt I’ve felt, but…I think I love you. I think maybe, I always have.”
“Not crazy at all, babe. When I woke up in this bed and your face was the first one I saw, I knew I didn’t want to go a day without looking at it again.” I tuck her hair behind her ears. “I feel different. I feel new. And it’s because of you. All these wasted years, I fought against my feelings for you becausehemade me, but now, I think I was just scared because I knew I loved you and I wasn’t sure what that love would cost me. But now, I’ll pay that price with my life if necessary.”
She smiles and it’s the most beautiful smile. A very kissable smile. One that's all for me. I lean forward and press my lips to hers. “I love you, too.”
ChapterThirty-One
SCAR
It’s beentwo weeks since Neo and Maddie left to go back to their home in Essex. Before Neo left, he gave me his phone number with the promise that we’d talk every day. I’ve definitely held true to that, on top of multiple text and sext messages daily.
To say I’m anxious to see him is an understatement. Crew and Jagger have settled into the idea of me being in a relationship with all of them. They say as long as I’m happy, so are they, and I can’t argue with that. Things with each of them is going great. This dynamic, while unconventional, works for us. Never in a million years did I think these three would be my boyfriends—yet here we are. I love all three of them, and without one, I’m not whole.
My parents don’t really understand what’s going on, but that’s fine. They don’t need to. No one does. Before these guys came back into my life, I was a shrinking violet, barely getting by. From one day to the next, my petals dropped. They broke me down, just so they could pick me up and make me stronger than ever. And here I am, unbreakable.
I played their games, and I won. My prize: them.
“Two more miles.” Crew squeezes my leg. “You excited?”
“Very excited. I’m glad we’ll all be together again. It’s just a shame Riley had to go back home to her family.
“We’ll see her next week when we all go back to The Academy. Besides, she’s got Jude.”
Oh yes. Jude Beckett, soon to be known as Jude Mitchell. He was able to get in touch with his mom’s family and they made the decision to ignore the fact that he’s not a full Blue Blood. Kenna’s family is from the same town as Riley’s, so Jude will be staying in Verdemont with his grandparents before re-enrolling at BCA under his real name. Jude’s acceptance is the first step in making some changes within The Society. The guys and I have discussed enacting a new rule that we plan to bring to The Elders. No more blood ties necessary. I doubt it’ll pass, but we have to try.
My phone pings with a text, and I drop my head to read it, a smile drawn on my face.
Neo: Hurry your hot ass up.
Me: One more mile.
Neo: Feels like an eternity without you.
Me: Is Neo Saint being…sweet?
Neo: What can I say, you wrecked me in the best possible way.
Me: You’re welcome
Neo: Thanks, baby. But seriously. I can't wait to squeeze that tight ass and suck on your big titties.
Me: Stop it. You’re making me blush. But remember, Crew and Jagger are staying at your house, too.
Neo: Fuck it. I don’t even care at this point. Bring them in the room, too. I need you so bad.
Me: Did I ever tell you that’s a fantasy of mine? Don’t laugh. And don’t say things you don’t mean.
Neo: Who says I don’t mean it?
Me: Promise?
Neo: I promise I’ll do anything to make you happy.
If he doesn’t stop talking like that, I’m gonna take him up on his offer. I spent many nights dreaming of being with these guys individually and at the same time. I’ve had them all on their own, now there’s just one more dream to fulfill.
* * *
After a lengthy reunionthat involved lots of hugs and laughter, I’ve excused myself to my room because the long day really took it out of me. We’re all staying at Neo and Maddie’s house during break and joining all our families for dinner tomorrow night. One big, fucked-up family and I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way.
