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I’ve never done something like this. Sex has always been fun for me, but something about Ava makes me want to take care of her. I want to claim her heart before taking the one thing she’s kept sacred all these years.
It’s not long before I’m pulling into the garage and walking to my own front door. I wanted this to seem like the real deal, so I told her to act like I’m her date and it isn’t my house right now.
She answers the door with giddy excitement. If it wasn’t for me being so in tune with her body, I’d have probably been knocked right onto my ass with how fast she jumps into my arms.
I take the moment to hold her, smiling against the curve of her neck and pulling away. Once her feet hit the floor, I step back to look at her. God, she’s so beautiful. Her green eyes are twinkling with so much excitement she makes me want to do everything I can to see that look in them forever.
“Ready to go?” I ask.
She smiles. “If you’d tell me where we are going.”
I chuckle. “Not a chance, baby.”
* * *
The cabin I rented out is only a few hours away, far out of city limits and on a long stretch of wood with a house every five miles. Each house has its own personality to it, something I loved when I looked at the pictures of the properties a lovely older couple had for rent. When I told them I’d be staying for the weekend and needed their most romantic option, they instantly set me up and I gave them a generous tip.
Remembering their tearful thank yous causes me to smile to myself and Ava nudges my shoulder. I pull into the driveway where the cabin is, the nervous sweat I’m sporting making my shirt cling to my back.
Ava stays sitting in the car, not making a move to get out and I steal a glance at her. She’s staring up at the cabin, a look of awe on her face, before looking at me with a big smile.
“Youcanbe sweet!” she screeches, clearly happy with where we’ve shown up. “I can’t wait to spend the weekend with you.”
It doesn’t take long for me to grab our small duffel bags, dropping them onto the small leather couch in the living room before heading toward the kitchen. Something that was included with the rental was stocking the house. They said over the phone that they try to come out once a day to make sure we don’t need anything else before turning into their own home.
Opening just one of the kitchen cabinets, it seems like it will be more than enough for the two of us.
Ava gasps from the doorway of the bedroom and I curse at myself, forgetting to tell her she couldn’t go in there yet. She snaps her head to me, eyes shining bright with what seems to be love and it warms my heart. “What’s all this?”
I walk behind her, wrapping my arms around her smooth waist, and give her a tender kiss. “You said you wanted me, and I’m all yours. This is your night, baby. Weekend if you’re feeling up to it.”
She jumps into my arms, wrapping her legs tight around my waist, before slamming her lips against mine. Stealing my breath is what she’s been best at since this whole situation started, and I’m not sure how I ever lived a moment without her connected to me.
I deepen the kiss, running my hands along her covered stomach before slipping my hand beneath the waistband of her jeans.
I move my hand in circles, causing her to let out a gasp of pure heat and desire. Her hands are winding through my long hair, pulling at it with each thrust of her hips on my hand. Nothing has ever looked sexier than watching Ava take control.
She pulls away from me, nudging her head toward the rose-covered bed, before bringing her lips back to mine.
It’s as if they know they can’t live without each other.
I’ve never wanted someone to stay by my side so much.
She continues rocking against my hand beneath her pants, while I use my other to hold her against me and lead us to the bed. As soon as she cries out my name, I’m silencing her with my lips until she’s whimpering for more.
And I give her exactly that.
It takes everything in me not to admit that I love her, scared she might not feel the same.
Chapter17
Ava
When I was in high school and all the girls around me were talking about having sex for the first time and losing their virginity, it made me worried about how my first time would be. I didn’t want to just have sex with anyone, that was never how I saw the act. If I gave myself to someone, it would be because I loved them and they felt the same for me.
Somehow though, I find myself blissfully spent while lying next to Ryan as he snores obnoxiously in his sleep. He was able to fall asleep almost as soon as we were finished, but me? Well, I’ve been up for hours wondering what the hell I’m doing.
Ryan never told me he loved me directly, but tonight? I could sense it in his movements, the way he took care of me, and most importantly in the way he looked at me.
