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My heart sank at his words but before I could try to escape the onslaught of pain, Lincoln kissed me deeply. By the time he released my mouth I could barely breathe. His eyes pinned mine as he said, “I couldn’t even get out of my car, Theo.” He brushed his mouth over mine. “I didn’t want some fucking stand-in for you. I wantedyou.”
“You did?” I asked in surprise.
“I couldn’t stop thinking about you riding me right there in the front seat of the car, not even caring if anyone would see us.”
His words made my already painfully hard dick thicken even more but a strange, almost painful jolt quickly followed it.
Oh God, please, no.
Lincoln kissed me again before I could even think about my body’s reaction. I closed my eyes and reveled in his touch. When he pushed my shirt up and ran his tongue around my navel, I heard a moan leave my lips. He explored my upper body with his mouth and fingers as he urged me to remove the shirt entirely. My body felt like it was on fire.
“Lincoln, please,” I begged.
I didn’t even know what I wanted but I knew in my gut Lincoln could give it to me.
I barely felt him flick the button on my jeans open but there was no missing the sound of my zipper being drawn down.
I want this. I want it so fucking bad.
I tried repeating the mantra in my head as Lincoln mouthed my erection through my jeans but when he carefully reached his hand into the denim and underwear and pulled my hard shaft free of the material, another jolt of pain went through me. It nearly stole my breath, and it was all I could do not to scream.
Don’t scream. Don’t let them win.
“Don’t!” I shouted as I shoved Lincoln’s hand away from my dick and then scrambled backwards until I nearly fell off the other side of the bed.
The moment I’d said the word, he had released me, but I could still feel the searing pain running along all the nerves in my body.
“Theo,” Lincoln said gently as he began to move around the bed.
“No, don’t!” I repeated. “Please, Lincoln, if you care about me at all, don’t touch me again.”
I didn’t need to look at him to know he was confused as hell by my actions but even if I’d had the strength to explain my reaction to his touch, I would have rather been consumed by the flames of hell before uttering a word.
I struggled to tuck my now soft dick back into my pants and pull up the zipper because my hands were shaking so badly.
“I won’t touch you again, Theo,” Lincoln said gently as he eased around the bed and settled into the armchair by the window seat. “Can I get you some water or anything else?”
I managed to shake my head as I shifted my body back against the headboard and tucked my knees against my chest. I couldn’t bear to look at him. I was barely holding it together. “Can you… can you just go?” I choked out. “Please.”
There was a long pause, but I didn’t dare look at him. I didn’t want to see his reaction to my freak-out.
“No, Theo, I’m sorry but I can’t do that,” Lincoln finally responded.
I let out a strangled laugh. I didn’t understand the man at all. He should have been hightailing it back to his own room.
“I won’t cut or hurt myself,” I said. “I promise.”
“I know you won’t, sweetheart. You’re too far gone for that, aren’t you?”
The endearment made my eyes burn. Lincoln had seen me cry before—something I’d never let anyone else see me do.
Ever.
But those tears had been related to my injury and the subsequent pain and humiliation. This… this was different.
“Lincoln, please,” I begged, but I didn’t even know what I was asking him for.
I had my eyes squeezed shut but I could hear the rustle of his clothes as he stood. I should have been relieved that in a few seconds I’d finally be alone.
