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“Fuck you, Beckett, I fucking hate you!” she screams as she storms up the steps and tries to barge past me but I grip her elbow halting her.
“You don’t get to yell at me, then storm the fuck off. You ran away once already, Valance.”
“Because you fucking killed my dad!” I grit my teeth and drag her into the house not needing anyone to walk past and hear that shit. I drag her ass into the game room, knowing this is about to get loud and I don’t want to do this in my room and wake Dawson. “Get the fuck off me!” The moment I kick the door closed I release her with a hard shove, she stumbles a couple of steps before turning and pinning me with a nasty look.
“Come on then, let’s hear it, baby,” I taunt.
“I hate you!”
“I hate you too, baby.”
“You fucked my life up.”
“You fucking ruined mine the moment you ran from it!” The composure I had is gone, I’m in her face now. She tries to back away but the moment she smacks into the wall her face falls because she knows I have her trapped. “You fucking left me!” I roar. She trembles on the spot, tears fill her blue eyes and she gazes up at me. “You. Left. Me.” I make sure she can hear the anger in my tone.
“I never left you!” she grits out as she pushes into me. “I came back, I jumped out of that fucking car. I may have been angry at you for what you did to my father, Beckett, but I still fucking loved you and would have chosen you every time.”
“Bullshit! You didn’t pick me, you picked the easy fucking way.” She shoves against my chest but I grip her wrists and pin them above her head as I get in her face.
“I didn’t have it easy. While you were fucking your best friend’s girlfriend, I was struggling to make ends fucking meet to feed our son.” She laughs but there is no humor to it. “As it is, I’m behind in rent, I’m about to be taken to court because I’m that far behind on his childcare payments. But don’t worry,baby, you just keep shoving your cock in any bitch’s hole while I struggle to raiseourson.”
“What’s got you angrier, Val? The fact I didn’t sink without you or the fact I moved on and fucked other girls?” Tears leak from her eyes as she slackens in my hold, forcing me to wrap an arm around her waist to keep her upright.
She slowly lifts her tear-filled gaze to mine and my chest cracks wide open at the vulnerability I see in her eyes. “You got to move on while I raised a part of you every single day. Some days it hurt to look at my own son because of how much he looks like you. I’m happy that you thrived and made something of yourself, good for you for moving on. I admit, I’m jealous that you have.”
I frown. “Why?” She tentatively reaches up and cups my face between her hands and smiles sadly.
“Because there is no moving on from someone like you. One day I may be able to let you go but right now, I can’t. I’ve always loved you, Beckett. I’m so sorry you thought I abandoned you. My mom dragged me by my hair to the car, I tried to fight but I was too weak.” I release my hold on her and stumble back shocked at her words.
Valance
Leaving Beckett standing there was one of the hardest things I have ever done, but I can’t force him to believe me. After placing a kiss on my boy’s head, I quietly slipped into the bathroom to shower. Standing here under this amazing shower head, I let the water wash away my tears. Earlier tonight, hearing the timeline from Leah about Beck leaving in two days hit home. I feel like I just got him back in my life, even if he is angry and hates me at least I get to see him. Do you know how hard it is to see someone you shared a love so strong and deep with, look at you like you are the bane of their existence?
Pray you don’t find out because it fucking hurts. When a sob tears from me, I cover my mouth with my hand to quieten them. When a cold draft hits my back, I spin around and nearly slip on the tiles until his arms snake out to steady me.
“Tell me to go and I’ll leave.” The vulnerability in his words has me stunned speechless, well that and the feeling of his hands on my naked hips has a shiver racing down my spine. He slowly shifts his hold on me until my back is to him, the sharp intake of air that comes from behind me has me tensing, knowing that he can see the scars my father left on me from his belt buckle. “I’m not fucking sorry for what I did to him,” he growls. I drop my chin to my chest and slowly turn back to face him.
“They don’t hurt anymore.” I slowly allow my gaze to travel up his naked legs. His thighs are thick and strong, and the moment my gaze lands on hishardcock, my breath hitches.
Sweet Jesus!
It’s almost like along with his body his cock has grown as well. He’s always had a thick girth, but the length of his cock is longer than I remember… but it’s the piercing on the head of his cock has my eyes widening. My mouth starts to water and I quickly swallow before continuing my ogling. God, his body is a work of art. The moment I meet his gaze a shudder rolls through me. Gone is the anger, a look of pure hunger shines in the depths of his pale green eyes. Before another word can be spoken, he clasps my face between his hands and meshes his mouth to mine. I moan the second the taste of him invades my senses. I reach out and grip his hips, loving the shiver that rolls through him at my touch.
Before I can deepen the kiss he pulls back and stares down at me. “I’m not going to Alaska.” My eyes widen in surprise.
“What?” He smirks smugly.
“I spoke to the guys, with everything that has been going on with you and this fucker with the flowers we agreed to put it off for a few months.” I don’t use words, I jump on him, and he grips the backs of my thighs and lifts me until I lock my legs around his waist. I feel his hard length press against me and groan. He leans in and trails kisses down my neck before he nips at the soft skin drawing a strangled moan from me. “Fuck, I missed this,” he growls before he wraps his lips around my nipple, sucking hard. I cry out, only for him to tear his mouth free and pin me with a warning look. “Keep your fucking mouth closed. If Dawson wakes up before I get my dick inside you, your pussy will pay the fucking price.” My mouth drops open in shock. Beck has always been a demanding fucker when it concerns sex but now that we’re older, the edge of darkness that clings to him, has me obeying his demand.
When he sucks my nipple into his mouth again, I bite down on my lip to keep quiet but fuck it’s so hard when he flicks his tongue several times over it. “Fuck, Beck!” I whine as he switches sides and pays my other nipple the same amount of attention. I grind against him, trying to find some type of friction. My clit is aching to be touched, and my pussy keeps clenching on nothing but air. He releases my nipple with a pop before claiming my mouth again, this time he tells me without words through this kiss that he owns me. The longer he kisses me and won’t touch me the more I grow frustrated needing him to apply a bit of pressure or fucking something to my pussy, it’s been too long since I felt his hands on me.
Breaking the kiss he smirks at me. “What’s wrong, baby?” The smug edge to his tone tells me the fucker knows exactly what he is doing to me—well, two can play at this game.
“Either shove your fingers inside my pussy or put me down so I can make myself come.” The shocked look on his face has me smirking, until his eyes darken. I expect him to give in to my demand, but what I don’t expect is for him to cover my mouth with his, draw his hips back and then slam up inside me. I scream so fucking loud into his mouth. Tears prick my eyes. He pulls back and rests his forehead against mine, our breaths are coming in short rapid pants.
“Don’t give me an ultimatum because I’ll always get my way.” I should be pissed off by his words, but the truth is, I’m not. The fucking way he was able to slip inside me with ease is a clear sign that he made me wetter than fucking Niagara Falls.
“Beck…” I moan as he slowly pulls out of me until the tip of his head is all that remains, before slamming all the way inside again drawing a cry of pleasure from my lips.
