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“Do you have any idea how fucking incredible you feel? I’m serious, Maddie. I’ve never felt anything like this.”
Nor have I, but I seem to have lost my ability to speak. Instead of responding verbally, I pull his mouth back down to mine and crush my lips against his. Rapidly approaching another intense orgasm, I lift my hips to meet every one of his punishing thrusts, crying out when the new angle makes his swelling knot hit my clit in just the right way.
He’s close now, too, I can sense it. See it in the heavy-liddedness of his eyes. Feel it in the swelling of his knot.
But it’s still not enough. The climax is so close, I can taste it, but I can’t quite seem to— “Give me your knot,” I beg for the second time today, but I can’t seem to help myself with them. Not anymore. “Knot me, Wolf. Please. I need it.Please.”
And like with my climax, his knot is so close that I can feel it, but what Tai denied me, Wolf gives willingly. Eagerly.
His lips part in surprise before he clenches his jaw tight, and I see in his eyes that he’s made up his mind. Or that he’s given in to his own vicious desire.
I scream as he thrusts all the way in, forcing his knot inside me with a feral curse on his lips.
There’s pain at first, but it gives way to something else entirely as he settles inside. I cling to him as a new kind of euphoria overtakes me, an earth-shattering orgasm that makes my core tighten so hard I feel every pulse of his knot as he pours into me. The ecstasy drags me into its blissful depths, keeping me there for so long, I think I might’ve died and gone to heaven as broken breaths shudder in and out of my lungs and my whole body spasms.
It’s my first knot ever, and there’s definitely nothing like it. Nothing haseverfelt this good. Until, like he promised, when I think it can’t get any better, he reaches between us and strums my clit, rolling one orgasm into two, making me come again before I’ve even started recovering.
Pleasure breaks me to pieces. A sob tears through me as I hold him, wishing I never have to leave. As we come back down to earth, he and I seem to be in the same frame of mind. Wolf brushes my hair back and kisses the tip of my nose, but for once, those gorgeous blues are completely devoid of humor. “I shouldn’t have done that. How am I ever going to let you go now, Mads?”
“I don’t know,” I whisper honestly, because I really don’t. “Do you feel like we made a mistake? Tai held back. He said he wouldn’t knot me.”
“Tai’s an idiot,” Wolf says fiercely, looking at me like he’s discovered the rarest gem on the planet. “Maybe it was a mistake for it to happen now, today, but I don’t regret it.”
“You’d rather regret the things you did than those you didn’t?” I ask, and he smiles softly when he recognizes it as the same line I used that first time he and I got together.
He chuckles, and since he’s still locked inside me, neither of us try to move as we keep talking. “Something like that, yes. Kaz likes you too, you know.”
“I’m not so sure,” I admit quietly. “He might like me all right, but he doesn’t feel the same way about me you guys seem to.”
Those blues are unguarded as they move from one of mine to the other. “Don’t take this the wrong way, Maddie, but you have no idea what you’re talking about. For Kaspian to have let you see as much of him as he has, it means he may feel even stronger for you than we do.”
I frown. “That’s not possible. He—”
“Doesn’t show his emotions the way he does with you,” Wolf insists before he lets out a shallow sigh. “I shouldn’t tell you this, but we’re going to be here for a while yet before this thing goes down, so we might as well get real.”
I smile, but then I lower my chin in a nod. “Fine, then. Get real.”
“Kaz was taught not to show emotion. It was hammered into him by the god-awful witch of a governess who used to do things to him that I think is tantamount to abuse. So trust me when I say that what he’s shown you is huge for him.”
My jaw slackens, and my heart breaks in my chest for the man who seems so strong and unwavering, or more accurately, for the boy he used to be. “What?”
Wolf nods, his gaze clouded over now as he looks into my eyes. “Yeah, it was awful. The queen knew the methods the woman was using, but she never intervened. Anyway, I’ve said too much already. Just know that Kaz cares about you. A lot. Don’t ever think otherwise.”
Tears sting the backs of my eyes. I know Wolf is only trying to reassure me, but his words have had the opposite effect. It’s devastating to know that they care about me the same way I do about them. That they want me as much as I want them. And yet, it isn’t meant to be.
We’ll never be together, and the reality of that has never been anywhere near as painful as it is right now.
TWENTY-FOUR
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T A I
Wolfand I stare at each other from across the bar in the rec room, bracing for the fit of rage coming our way. We can both feel the storm brewing deep inside Kaspian’s being. Since we just had a little tête-à-tête, we’re well aware of why he’s as angry as he is.
When he storms in, he slams the door behind him. His fists are clenched at his side as he comes to stand in front of us, slack-jawed fury on his face as he stares us down. “What the fuck were you two thinking?”
“About?” Wolf asks, trying—and failing—to play it cool.
