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My gaze traveled up to his naked body. He wasn't aroused yet but even still his size was impressive. I followed the lines of his chiseled torso, up to his chest, and finally to meet his unreadable gaze.
I took a deep breath, letting my shoulders fall as I slowly released the air in my lungs and took another step forward.
I wasn't supposed to say anything unless I was spoken to, but I have the overpowering urge to say something, anything to break the silence.
"Can I..." I croaked and I cleared my throat, swallowing my nerves before trying to speak again. “Can I get you a drink or anything before we begin?”
He quirked an eyebrow as he looked at me curiously. “Considering this is my room, and I'm the one hosting you, shouldn't I be asking that?”
I swallowed and looked around the room nervously before looking back at him. “I honestly don't know what the protocol is here.”
I forced a nervous smile, and he chuckled before regaining his composure, all humor leaving his face. “Is this your first time?” His voice was a low rumble that sent warmth spreading through my body.
“I'm... not a virgin if that's what you're asking,” I answered shyly and pulled the towel tighter around my body.
“But this is your first time doing something like this?” He studied me with a scrutinizing gaze that made me squirm and I couldn't lie to him. I also couldn't bear to speak the truth so instead, I just nodded and looked down at the hardwood floors. “And you don't want to be here?” His question caught me off guard.
I looked up at him again. “No. I mean it's not that. I'm just...nervous.I don't want to disappoint you.”
He thought for a moment, watching me, studying me—for what I wasn't sure before he finally nodded as if coming to some decision. “Delphine told you what I expect.” It wasn't a question, but I nodded anyway. “Then let's get on with it.” The coolness in his tone sent my mind reeling. There was no lust or desire. It was as if it was just a business transaction.That's exactly what this is. A business transaction.I timidly took one step toward the bed, then another until I was finally standing at the foot.
“So, you want me to.. just get started?” I spoke hesitantly and I hated how unsure I sounded.
“Yes,” he said impatiently so I hurried to the edge of the bed. “Lose the towel.” He commanded and I jolted upright. I untucked the hem of the towel from around my chest and let it fall to the floor before climbing with trembling limbs up the bed until I was on my knees between his thighs.
He gave a single nod of encouragement.This is it. There was no going back, at least not with him. Not that night. I reached out and took his semi erect shaft in my hand and gently, timidly stroked him up and down a couple of times until he began to harden in my hand. I took a deep breath and bent down, bringing my lips closer to the tip. My breath trembled just before I wrapped my lips around him and I heard him murmur out a curse, his member hardening in my grasp.
I slowly lowered my mouth onto him, carefully testing how much I could comfortably take. I was acutely aware of his breathing as it became deeper and more ragged.
I pulled back, and slid back down again, that time moving my tongue around him at the same time and glanced up at him through my lashes. His eyes were closed, an almost pained expression on his face made me pause.
Was I doing something wrong?It wasn't my first time using my mouth on a man and no one had complained before, but I probably wasn't half as experienced as the women he'd been with.
He opened his heavy-lidded eyes and his gaze fell to mine. I realized that I had paused in my moment of doubt. A look that I couldn't name crossed his face just before he reached down and tangled his fingers into my hair, lowering my mouth back onto him so that I couldn't see him anymore. He kept a grip on my locks, guiding my mouth up and down on him slow and steady at first. As we continued, his motions became desperate, pushing past my limits.
I breathed through my nose, trying not to gag as he struck the back of my throat again and again. His hand in my hair pumped my mouth on him, and he thrust his hips wildly.
My throat constricted and I hoped he wouldn't notice my gagging in his haze of pleasure, but he immediately stopped and lifted my mouth off of him.
"Enough. Let's move on." His voice came out as a gravelly command.
I sat up, slightly surprised that he would stop so suddenly but I remembered the guidelines Delphine had told me.Get on top, facing away from him.
I nodded and climbed up his body to straddle his thighs, facing away. I lifted onto my knees, reaching between my thighs to adjust his member at my entrance. It felt strange, not speaking, knowing exactly what was expected of me. Having a step-by-step guide like he did would be boring for me if that were a real date. But under the circumstances, there was something comforting about just following the steps. It didn't allow me to get into my head too much or overthink what I was doing because I knew exactly what was expected of me. I wasn't able to lose myself in the moment and act impulsively to truly enjoy the moment but considering I was getting paid, I suppose my enjoyment wasn't really a factor.
I lowered myself onto him, my body stretching as he filled me until I was completely seated. I'd never felt so full in my life. I rolled my hips, letting my body adjust to his size before slowly pumping myself up and down on him.
After a few minutes, his firm hands gripped my hips tight as he took control of the rhythm. He bucked his hips, hitting something deeper inside and I gasped.
My insides began to tremble, feeling pleasure coil inside me like a spring as I started to move along with him. I bit my lip, trying to stifle the moans and little cries of pleasure that he forced from my mouth with every thrust, but my body was coiled so tightly that I was near breaking.
I tried to slow my hips, to give myself a moment to reign in the sensations but he wouldn't allow it. His grip tightened, tugging me down harder onto him as he lifted his pelvis, rotating so that his shaft ground against every part of my insides and I exploded around him, crying out, lunging forward, and gripping the sheets between his knees.
I was mortified. The one man who wanted me to not make a sound and there I was, crying out my pleasure before he'd even reached his.
I didn't have time to wallow in my embarrassment for long.
"I'm—" I started to apologize but he didn't give me a chance as he suddenly shifted out from under me, kneeling behind me while I was still recovering from my release.
