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And me, the biggest mess of us all. Goddamn I was afraid, and I hated it. I was a confident man. I calculated my moves. I did it so I could succeed. But Greer and JJ weren’t a business I could run. They were beautiful men I’d let in. They were here in my home, wanting me.
“Now what?” I asked.
“I’d like to kiss you, Dex,” Greer said. “You kept everything about sex between us. You never let me taste your lips.”
I released his hand so I could cup his cheek. On the outside, Greer was a tough motherfucker to look at. No one smart would willingly go up against him, but get to know him, and he was the kindest most gentle man. I hurt him. I deeply regretted it. “You have access to all of me,” I whispered, hoping I didn’t regret those words, before pressing my mouth to his.
His lips tasted sweet like he’d been sucking on candy earlier. I licked over his plump bottom lip, loving the way his hand found my waist and held on to me. My fingers brushed over the hair on his face. I’d touched him there before but never my lips to his. It was my way to keep things separate, to not let myself get too close. Now I felt like the biggest asshole for keeping him away. If I hadn’t, would JJ be here too?
Greer parted his lips; his tongue came in search of mine. I moaned and pressed my hips to his. I was already getting hard. How could I not when I’d denied myself any intimacy since him?
JJ pressed in close to us, his solid form heating my side as his hand went down my back to lift my shirt and drag his calloused palm over my bare flank. I always loved that about him, how rough his hands were. Not once did I care what he did for a living, only that it made him happy. I’d grown up with money, although it didn’t rule me. I didn’t think I was better because I had more than others. JJ could have entered my life without a penny to his name, and I would have still found him irresistible.
I always knew who he was, had heard his name before. He was an Altair after all. But JJ and my paths rarely crossed. They finally did one night at a grocery store, as cliché as it sounded. Once I saw him, I had to have him. And I did until I broke my promise and fucked us up. I wouldn’t change it though. I’d rather him be alive and hate me than dead with my name as the last word on his tongue.
Pulling back from Greer, I turned to meet JJ’s lips and almost came. Greer got me hard; JJ nearly finished me off. He was rougher, more demanding, like he was punishing me for our years apart with his mouth and tongue. He’d always been this way. Always knew what I wanted and gave it to me in spades.
My sweatpants and boxer briefs were pushed down before I realized what was happening. I leaned away from JJ to watch Greer go to his knees.
“No,” I said and tried to stop him, but the man was as unmovable as a mountain. “We’re going to go slow. I’m going to prove to you what you mean to me.”
Greer peered up at me, his eyes so fucking dark. “Do you care about me?”
“More than you know.” My fingers trailed over his cheek, letting myself touch him without fighting to pull away, without trying to keep this simple. Nothing about the three of us was easy.
“Did you cut me off because you didn’t want to get hurt again?”
I swallowed and nodded.
“It hurt anyway, didn’t it?”
“Yeah,” I whispered. “It did.”
“No more pain, Dex. I want to make you and JJ feel good. I want to suck you both, bury my face against you and inhale. I need it as a reminder this is real.”
“Baby,” I murmured brokenly.
“Let me have this. Please.”
“Okay.”
Greer worked my sweatpants and boxer briefs the rest of the way down until they pooled at my feet. He leaned forward to press his nose to my groin. My dick bobbed, precum leaking from the tip. I watched as he licked up my dick then wrapped his lips around me and swallowed me down.
“Holy fuck,” I groaned. How had I gone so long without this, without him? He was so much more than what he could do with his hands and tongue, but goddamn, this was good.
JJ was there with his hand up the front of my shirt, pinching my nipple, making me jerk my hips forward. I tried to pull back, but JJ changed his position to come up behind me and hold my hips. He bit my earlobe, eliciting a shiver from me. “He likes it when you fuck his mouth, don’t you, Greer?”
Greer’s head bobbed in a nod.
Slowly, I dragged my dick in and out of his mouth, afraid of giving him too much, not wanting to hurt him. Behind me, I felt then heard JJ undoing his jeans and sliding them down his hips. His dick lay heavy on my crease a moment later. He pushed forward, pressing his body tight against mine.
“Fuck, Dex, I missed you so much.” He worked my shirt off so I was bare, then bit where my shoulder met my neck. “I was so mad but still couldn’t stop myself from thinking about you, about what we had.”
My head fell back to his shoulder. “We can have that again.”
“No, we can’t. And I don’t want it. What we’ll have going forward will be better because it will be us and Greer.” He thrust his hips against me before leaning back and sliding his dick down my ass, pausing at my hole. “You want me to own your ass again? I remember how you liked it when I pounded you hard.”
Jesus, the mouth on him. I forgot how he liked to talk during sex. Or maybe it wasn’t that I forgot, rather I blocked it out because thinking about it made me want to bury my fingers into my chest just to get the pain to stop.
