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A hard body heated me from behind. Xaiden’s hands went to my hips, his lips to the back of my neck. “Let me feed you both before we wind up in bed.”
“I want you to fuck me tonight,” I said. “Both of you, but not at the same time. I don’t think I can handle that yet.” I’d had both of their fingers in me multiple times already. I wanted more tonight. “If you both want that.” The last thing I wanted to do was pressure them.
“I do,” Val rasped. “And I’m clean.”
“Me too,” added Xaiden.
“Ditto,” I said. “Nothing between us.”
Xaiden’s clothed dick nestled against my ass while Val’s pressed against my hip. I was halfway to hard, grateful to let the rest of the day fall to the background. I couldn’t change what happened. I couldn’t make it better. The choice was either to let it consume me or move on and live every day to the fullest. It was a stark reminder of how precious we were, and how lucky I was to have these men in my life.
I was the one to break us apart. If I didn’t, we wouldn’t move until we came, and I didn’t want the food Xaiden had prepared to burn on the grill.
Val held true and the moment I sat on the stone bench near the fire, he was on my lap, his legs hanging off one side while his arm curved around my neck, so we could be close but also keep Xaiden in our sights. He grilled the kebabs as well as ears of corn. Instead of going inside, we sat together with the fire warming us as the night cooled, and we ate.
This was fast becoming one of my favorite places. It felt more like home than my condo did. I didn’t voice that out loud for fear I was thinking too far ahead. We hadn’t stayed at my condo or Val’s apartment. Neither had the peace Xaiden’s home offered, and neither was as spacious.
We waited until the fire started dying down before Xaiden eventually extinguished the flames and we went inside. My stomach flipped with nerves in a good way. I knew there would be pain but also a lot of pleasure. After all, why would men do it if they didn’t enjoy having someone buried inside them?
17
VAL
Sex.We were going to have sex for the first time. All three of us. Including me. I was finally going to lose my virginity. It was monumental but I didn’t want to make a huge deal of it. Corbin and Xaiden both knew I was inexperienced. Hell, they didn’t know what to do with men either. At least we had some practice getting each other off. This was different though. Corbin wanted us inside him.
We went into the house. Each step brought me closer to what I knew would be indescribable pleasure. Xaiden locked the doors and set the alarm. He didn’t have a fancy system like Greer put on the fortress or his home with Dexen and JJ. Xaiden’s seemed basic in comparison. He even admitted to not using it all the time. He said he started to when we slept here with him. Xaiden wanted us safe. I did too. So, if he wanted to set an alarm, I was all for it.
Inside Xaiden’s bedroom, his big bed before us, he went to the nightstand to grab lube from the drawer and put it on top, then he turned toward us. We should be doing something. It was obvious how much we loved being together. We didn’t have a problem touching, kissing, or getting off. Yet here we stood like teenagers who only knew the intimacy of their own hands.
Corbin chuckled and shook his head. “This is ridiculous.” I preferred him laughing rather than how he was earlier. It reminded me how strong Corbin was to do his job. He reached out to take my hand in his, then pulled me toward Xaiden.
Once we were close, it clicked. Xaiden leaned in to kiss Corbin while his hand went to my hip to urge me closer. I started trailing kisses along Corbin’s neck. My fingers went to Xaiden’s jeans to pop the button and work them down. We traded after that, Xaiden’s lips on mine, Corbin’s hand to my waist. I didn’t care who did what as long as someone was doing something.
My dick was hard, pressing against my jeans until it met no resistance and was freed. Corbin’s hand wrapped around me, drawing a moan up my throat. Fuck. Yes.
We eventually broke apart and finished shedding our clothes until there was nothing separating us. Xaiden stepped forward, bending slightly to grip the backs of Corbin’s thighs. He lifted him in the air briefly before placing him on the bed and crawling over top of him. The strength Xaiden had was a huge turn-on. He picked Corbin up so easily. Their dicks lined up; a slow grind starting. I got behind Xaiden and ran my hands over his ass. He was a work of art, every part of him was hard like he was carved from stone.
I was done thinking, done being in my head. I let go and leaned down to spread him open and swipe my tongue along his crease to his hole, not bothering to tease him. I dove right for where I wanted to taste him.
“Fuck!” Xaiden cried out. We hadn’t put our mouths on the others’ holes yet. This was new territory. Hell, everything we were doing was because we were going to finally have sex.
I inhaled the musky scent of Xaiden, lavished my tongue over his hole, loving the way it tightened when I tried to push in. Lifting my hand, I smacked his ass. Not hard enough to leave more than a temporary red mark. “Let me in, gorgeous.”
Xaiden’s ass flexed on every thrust against Corbin, but I held him open, not letting up. I wouldn’t until I got my way. I wanted in him, even if this was all I got. If he didn’t want me there, I’d back off, of course. But he wasn’t shoving me away. He was actively pushing back toward my mouth. Eventually my persistence paid off and I was able to slip my tongue into him. The moan he let out was half growl and sexy as hell. Xaiden letting go was one of my favorite ways to see him.
Xaiden was so different when he was in front of others, even his friends. The energy he must have exerted over the years to keep his mask firmly in place. I felt awful for him. I understood why he didn’t let people in. He didn’t want their pity or their help trying to get over what he went through. Xaiden wanted to do it on his own terms and timetable. There weren’t enough thanks I could send up to whoever was listening that Corbin and I were the lucky ones who finally got him as we did. Xaiden opened his eyes at the right moment, accepting us as his.
“You have to stop or I’m going to come,” I heard Corbin pant out. Xaiden still rutted against him.
I released Xaiden and with another smack of his ass said, “Move. We have to get him ready, or this is going to be over before we get started.”
Corbin peered up at me with lust-drunk eyes. “Kiss me, Val. Let me taste him on you.”
There was no resisting him, so I helped him move fully onto the bed and kissed him when he was lying down in the middle. I kept on my side, not touching his dick for fear he’d blow. I cupped his cheek and drew his mouth to mine, letting my tongue dive in on first contact. Corbin whimpered against me, his fingers threading into my hair like if he didn’t hold on, I’d leave. The reality was, there wasn’t anywhere else I’d rather be.
We separated as Xaiden reached for us. One hand to me, the other I saw on Corbin’s hip. The tube of lube on the bed beside him.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” Xaiden said quietly.
