Page 35 of Was I Ever Free


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“What are we doing here?” I ask, my voice turning into an urgent whisper. From this vantage point, we are hidden but I can hear the voices of the other tourists bouncing off the cave walls.

“Teaching you how to come,” he says, his tone hard and serious.

I freeze while my body responds to his words like butter melting on a hot stove.

“You cannot be serious,” I sputter out with a half laugh, almost hoping he will start laughing too.

But this is Bastian, nothing he does is ever in jest.

“I cannot do that in public, with—with people around,” I reply hastily.

“Yes, you can,” he says as he nears the edge, his body still submerged. His hands find my ankles, and I barely contain the small jolt of surprise I cannot seem to suppress any time he touches me. They slowly slide up my legs, widening them as he makes his way further up. His eyes drop to the middle of my thighs. A small jerk of his chin and then, “Push it aside.”

I do not need to ask whatitis.

My body is trembling in anticipation, still my eyes dart to the side, worried we will get caught.

“It’s just us, Luce,” he says assuredly. “Trust me.”

And for some inexplicable reason, I do trust him. Or maybe I am just looking for every possible reason to hit the wind with caution and just live a little.

My fingers travel down to between my thighs, pulling the thin fabric of my swimsuit aside, my heart beating so hard I am sure Bastian can hear it from where he is. His grip tightens around my legs but he doesn’t move.

“Where do you want to touch yourself first?” he says much too calmly.

Instead of blurting out,I do not know, I take a deep breath and try to pay attention. After a loaded second, I drag my fingers down and show him where.

“Good,” Bastian says, his voice seems to have deepened. “Now put some pressure on your clit and circle your fingers around it.”

I hesitate, my hand trembling but still do as he says. My mouth falls open in response, shocked at how fast pleasure shoots up my spine, splintering my mind.

“That’s it, just like that,” he says while his hands push me even wider open. “Does that feel good?”

I nod eagerly, unable to form any rational thought as my fingers wind around my clit, chasing the pleasure building with every stroke.

“Now take your other hand and slide your middle finger into your pussy. I want you to fuck yourself with it.” His dark eyes glinting with desire. “Can you do that for me, Luce?”

I eagerly do as he says, my finger gliding easily inside as my head falls back, biting my bottom lip while a small whimper flutters out of me.

“Fuck,” Bastian groans, his fingers digging divots into my thighs. “You’re so wet, I can see it from here.”

Another small moan escapes me in response. My heels are pushed up close to my hips as my back rests on the large rocks behind me, propped up like a display, incomprehensibly thrilled by the idea that we could be caught at any time. It’s my turn to pin him with my stare, needing to see him while my body coils tighter and tighter toward what I’m guessing will be my very first orgasm.

For a few loaded moments, we sit in near silence, the only sound being the water lapping against the rocks, and my own heated breaths. I am so caught up with howamazingit feels every time I slide my finger in and then out, while I continue to circle my clit that I do not understand the cues of what is building inside of me.

Then I feel it.

Sudden and indescribable euphoria.

I let out a shocked gasp, a long low moan following right behind as I suddenly grow very still, a wave of warmth crashing into me over and over again.

And I hope it never ends.

But all good things ultimately do.

While my grasp on reality solidifies, Bastian takes my hand, slowly sliding my finger out of me. When I feel his hot flat tongue lave up my finger, pleasure flares through me once more, my eyes slamming into his. He licks me clean, and then drops my hand, giving me a flash of a smile, gone in the span of a blink.

He holds out his own hand, and I take it, pulling me into the water once again.

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