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“We’ve all been through so much shit not only during those last few months but during the course of our life,” Sienna said, starting strong, her voice unwavering. “We’ve been unhappy, we’ve lost people, and I, for one, say that’s enough. I’m done subjecting myself to anything that screams negativity.”

Sienna paused to check the room. She had their full attention, although judging by their blank faces, they were either very good actors or they had no clue what she had planned on saying next. If she’d have to bet, she would have put her money on the latter. She took a deep breath before revealing her heart to them.

“I’ve been thinking a lot this past month. I’ve finally had a chance to sit down and organize my thoughts. I’ve finally been able to process my emotions, my feelings, and my trauma. It took me a while not only to realize it, but also to accept it, and now that I did, I can’t do it any other way,” Sienna said, her voice sounding less confident with every word as she got closer to what lay in her heart.

She looked at the heirs, her eyes going from Jensen to Aiden, then from Xavier to Jaxon. She tried to remember the way they were looking at her just in case that they would decide to never have anything to do with her.

“We’ve spent quite some time together, whether it was in a group or individually,” she continued, then winced at how lame it sounded.

Sienna cleared her throat and tried again.

“I love you. All of you. I’ve tried to see if there’s any of you for whom my feelings burn stronger, and the answer is yes, there is or there was at times, but then the next day it changed, and soon I became to realize that I love you all equally and more than I’ve ever loved anyone. I didn’t think that my heart is capable of loving four people so much, but here we are. It’s not that I can’t choose just one, it’s that I refuse to because I know it would end up bad. I might be happy with only one of you for a short time, but then I’d realize that something’s missing. It’s because as one, you can’t fulfill everything my heart needs and wants, but as a group, as all of you together, you give me absolutely everything I could’ve ever wanted. You’re everything I never even dared to dream about, and yet I’ve gotten.”

Sienna forced herself to look at the heirs, expecting to see disgust and anger on their faces, but to her surprise, their eyes shone with understanding and love. It gave her confidence and courage to continue.

“There are many traits that I could point out, but we would be here too long, so instead, I’ll only mention a few. Jensen, you challenge my intellectual side, while Aiden keeps me strong. Jaxon touches all the right notes that a romance needs, but Xavier keeps my spirit young and playful. Do you see? It’s all of you that I need,” Sienna said with a smile, then let out a deep breath before giving them an option. “I won’t force anyone in that kind of relationship, because I know it’s not fair to you. I’m giving you a choice to either accept me the way I am and try to do this together, or you leave now and never look back.”

A heavy silence settled in the room as the heirs exchanged loaded looks. Sienna finished yet another glass of wine, then wiped her sweaty palms against the back of her dress while trying not to make it too obvious.

“I think I speak for all of us when I say that we accept.”

Sienna turned toward the direction of the voice. Her heart skipped a beat in a pleasant surprise when she realized that it was Jensen who spoke up. He was literally the last person she had expected not only to give his opinion first but also to immediately agree.

To her relief, the other heirs nodded, looking relaxed and comfortable. It was the first time that Sienna realized how well Jensen had adjusted to the role of the head of the family, although she was sure that the other heirs didn’t agree only because he was their boss. They must’ve had the same opinion, it was just that they let Jensen speak for them because he was the eldest.

“We’ve all grown up with the Carrington code of honor and learned to share at a young age,” Jensen continued and looked at his brothers, before locking his eyes on Sienna’s once more. “I know that I’ve said some contradictory things in the end, especially when I asked you to marry me, but I’ve also used this last month to think and realized that if we weren’t fighting the war, it would be the happiest time of my life. I don’t want that to end, and I know that we all have our own responsibilities, careers, and aspirations. Based on all that, I think it’s the easiest for us to keep doing what we’re doing. Like you said, we all give you different things, and I don’t want you to ever think about us in a bad way.”

Sienna’s lips slowly curled up into a smile that soon became the biggest one ever. Her eyes shone with pure joy, such as she had never felt before.

“To sum it all up, in case there’s any confusion, we are down to fuck,” Jaxon added, earning himself a smack on his head from Aiden.

“Are you sure he’s the romantic one?” Aiden asked.

“How about I show you how I renovated my bedroom?” Sienna asked, ignoring the playful jokes and completely on board with Jaxon’s idea.

CHAPTER 26

SiennaandtheCarringtonheirs, including the new boss, entered her bedroom. The guys exchanged a look that warned her that they had an idea about which she knew nothing about.

“What?” she asked and bit her lower lip in anticipation. She knew she was in for a good time, getting all her holes fucked in a way only the heirs could fill her.

“How about we lightly tie your hands to the bedhead and then enter one at a time to fuck you as you lie there with your legs open?” Aiden asked, his lips curling up in a mischievous smile.

“Oh,” Sienna replied, her brows furrowing in confusion as she processed the surprising new idea. “But won’t everyone be watching and joining in?”

“Later yes, but at the start, how about we don’t share and give you the taste of each one?” Aiden continued, then looked at his brothers who were nodding in agreement.

Since everyone seemed to like the idea and Sienna didn’t really care in what order they’d fuck her as long as they did it, she ended up agreeing too. She did have some misgivings about it at first but wasn’t against giving it a try.

The heirs didn’t bother with the sexy foreplay and went straight to work. They stripped her of her clothes, which wasn’t much anyway. Sienna wore the sexy red dress, flimsy underwear, and sky-high heels. Jensen, Jaxon, and Xavier took care of that, while Aiden found the cotton ropes somewhere. Sienna had never seen them before, but she was too wild about the next step wonder about the ropes. Aiden gently but firmly secured her wrists to the bedhead, then instructed her to open her legs to secure them too.

“Fucking hell,” Jaxon cursed under his breath. “You look amazing.”

Aiden leaned forward, his lips brushing her ear as he whispered, “I wish I was first. I’d forgotten how hot you are.”

“Are you ready?” Jensen asked, his eyes glazed over with lust and desire.

“As ready as I’ll ever be,” Sienna replied, then laughed when Xavier rushed them all out.

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