Page 105 of Say You'll Stay


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Oh, my god.

“Allie,” his gruff voice is pulling my attention from the window. “You better—”

One voice outside gets louder. “Yeah, alright. Oh, here’s Tom.”

My dad. My dad is—

“Allie,” he growls. His hand comes down on my ass cheek, snapping my attention back to him. Lucas gathers my hair and turns my head in the other direction, away from the window.

I bite my lip so I don’t make any sounds and I’mprayingLucas doesn’t stop and that they don’t come in here. He picks up his pace and grips onto my hips hard, bruising the sensitive skin. Worse, I think my insides are going to bruise from him.

“You’re so good at taking all of me.” He keeps one hand on my hip while the other reaches up and grabs my breast hard.

“Lucas, I’m going to come.” I can’t get enough air. “Oh, my god.” My legs are shaking.

“Let go, Allie.” His hand moves from my breast and comes over my mouth when I try not to make any noise. Everything goes tight and rigid. My muscles clench before I explode. “Oh yeah,” his breaths are rushed and dangerously close to my ear. I think they’ll hear him instead of me. Lucas freezes inside of me and I feel that warmth filling me.

“You remember what I said about taking it all?”

Have mercy. “Yes?”

Lucas grabs my chin and kisses me. Slowly, he pulls out of me while biting my lip. “I love you.” He speaks into my mouth and kisses me again.

The butterflies in my belly erupt at his admission.

“We’re not finished for today,” he says against my lips before kissing me again. He fixes my dress to cover me without breaking the kiss and now is when I really wish I wore underwear.

The voices outside move away from where we are. That was close.

He pulls me up to stand on wobbly legs. “Woah, there,” he laughs. “Here.” He sets me down on the chair at the desk while he fixes his pants. Lucas doesn’t break eye contact with me the whole time.

I feel small right now, but also like my head is spinning. Delirious. That’s the word.

“We both look like smiling idiots,” I say, and Lucas smiles at that. He watches me, and his lack of words leave me desperate to know what he’s thinking. “Lucas?”

His teeth sink into his lower lip. “Hmm?”

“Why are you staring at me like that?”

He loves me…

“Just thinking about the future. Where we’ll be a year from now. Ten years.” He looks down at the floor and back up at me. “Are you on birth control?”

A conversation that should have happened already, I know. “No.”

“I’ll get you one of those pills. We can figure the rest out later.”

“Okay.” This was stupid of me, and I’ve already broken every promise to myself because of him. However, I don’t think he would leave if I got pregnant. He’s serious about all of this.

“Do you think you’d be open to another baby? I’d be there to help you this time.”

“I—”

The classroom door opens, and the janitor walks in. Harry is his name. He has a blue jumpsuit on and is whistling. “Oh! So sorry, I didn’t realize anyone was in here.”

Lucas flips on his charms. “No problem, we were just talking. I have a meeting to get to.” He turns to me and reaches for my hand.

Do I take it? I mean, do we let people know? Oh my gosh, am I supposed to fill out a paper or something?

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