Page 11 of Saving Sam


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His question cuts me deep, but I don’t allow the emotions to show. I know visiting will not allow me to form the bond that I would if I was there every single day. It’s something I’ve thought about since Alisa told me she was pregnant, but I also know I can’t just work for Connor every single day, feeling the way that I do.

“It will have to be enough,” I tell him.

“Why?”

“I can’t work for you Connor.” I simply say, getting up to refresh my cup of coffee.

“Is this because of our kiss?”

“You mean the mistake,” I huff out, annoyance sounding in my voice.

“Samantha, it was a mistake at the time.”

“What does that mean exactly?” I turn to him.

“It means, I shouldn’t have kissed you that night over a year ago, for many reasons, one being that I’m twenty years older than you, and the other is, your father was my best friend. I should never have taken advantage of how tired you were that night. I should have been stronger and kept my feelings in check. When you looked up at me, I couldn’t stop myself. Since that kiss, I can’t get you out of my head. I want you, baby girl, and I know it’s wrong.”

I stare at him, looking for anything in his eyes to tell him his words aren’t true. I find nothing, but a raw truth. I nod my head and walk back to the table.

“I don’t see how us working together will make things easier, if anything, it will be harder,” I tell him honestly.

“I know,” he admits, retaking his seat. “I don’t have the answers, yet I just know I need you close to me.”

“Why have you been calling my Chief regularly for updates about me?”

He rubs his face, “He told you?”

I nod.

“I don’t know. I told myself I needed to make sure you were okay, and you were happy. I thought if he could tell me that, then I would be able to let go of these feelings, but…”

“You haven’t?” I ask, interrupting him, and he shakes his head.

I’m not sure how to process this information, as I stare at him, staring back at me. My body is humming with anticipation, remembering the feeling of his lips touching mine and his hands holding me. I can feel my core tightening, becoming needy as a wetness begins to pool between my thighs. God, I want him like I’ve never wanted anyone else.

“I’ll have to think about your offer, but I just don’t see how we could work together with these feelings between us,” I tell him honestly.

I watch him stand up, then he pulls me out of my chair, “Have you not been listening to me, baby girl? I don’t want to fight these feelings any longer. I want you, Samantha.” Before anything else could be said, he slams his lips on mine, using his tongue to coax my lips open.

I moan at the feeling of his kiss as our tongues battle each other, while my hands wrap around his neck, pulling him closer.

I feel his hands roaming up my sides, until they reach my breasts. I feel his thumbs as he finds my nipples and teases the hardened buds through my shirt. I can’t help the moan that escapes me as he peppers kisses on my neck, He lifts me up, and I immediately wrap my legs around his waist, feeling his hard bulge through his pants. He carries me to the bedroom, while kissing me.

He gently lays me down on the bed, pulling my leggings off, then sitting me up to pull my shirt over my head. When I am completely naked, he stares at me, and I can feel my skin reddening from being perused.

“You are so beautiful,” he whispers, as his hands grab my breasts, kneading them in his hands, and pulling on the buds, while he looks down at my shaven pussy, stepping in between my legs and pushing my thighs further apart.

I watch his eyes dilate, and he licks his lips as he continues to stare at my wet swollen pussy.

“I need to taste you,” he tells me, going down to his knees and pulling my legs over his shoulders.

He swipes his tongue through my folds, causing my body to buck off the bed from the intense feeling.

“Mmmm, so wet. I can’t wait to make you come, baby girl,” he whispers before plunging his tongue inside me.

“Oh, fuck,” I moan out, grabbing a hold of the sheet with both hands as he expertly fucks my pussy with his mouth.

He swipes his tongue up to my clit, inserting his finger inside me while sucking my clit into his mouth and flicking his tongue on it.

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