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I woke up when I felt someone plant light kisses up and down my neck.
I moaned quietly and opened my eyes.
“Morning, love,” Nick said with a husky voice.
“Morning,” I smiled and turned my head to look at him.
“I would hate to be you, you know?” he said seriously as he traced his finger up and down my naked thigh.
My heart started beating painfully. Why? Did I do something wrong? Did he hate me? Was it bad for him? Oh, Goddess, it was. He has had so much experience, and I had none. It wasn’t good for him. He was going to reject me.
Fear and pain spread through my body like never before.
“Why?” I managed to ask.
I could feel my throat closing up and tears coming to the surface.
“I have absolutely no idea how you are going to top the present you gave me on my next birthday,” he said, not looking up at me. “The bar is pretty high up now.”
My eyes widened and I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. I clenched my fist and hit his shoulder.
“You almost gave me a heart attack!” I shouted.
He finally looked up at me with a playful smirk on his face. “Why?”
“I thought you were going to leave me,” I said.
His eyes widened and he instantly wrapped his arms around me, pulling me to him.
“Why would you think that?” he asked me as he planted kisses on my face. “You are the best thing that happened to me. I am never leaving you. You are mine.”
I blushed and smiled at him.
“That was the best night of my life,” he said and kissed me deeply.
His tongue gently massaged mine, and it made me want him again.
“Really?” I asked him shyly when he stopped kissing me.
“Really,” he said with a big smile on his face.
I sighed in relief, and he raised his eyebrows at me. “What?”
“I was afraid it wasn’t good for you,” I said, staring at his chest so I could avoid his eyes. “You know, because I don’t have any experience.”
He placed a finger under my chin and raised my head to look at him.
“First of all, I can’t even begin to explain to you how happy I am that you don’t have any experience,” he said with a smile. “It means you were only ever mine and will only ever be mine. Second of all, every night I’ve spent with you since we met was the best night of my life. Because it was with you. We didn’t have to have sex. I was with you, and it was enough.”
His words were melting my insides. I didn’t know what to say, so I just leaned in and kissed him.
“I love you,” he said as I pulled back.
“I love you too,” I said quietly.
He gave me the biggest smile ever. “That is the first time you ever said that.”
I smiled and I could feel myself blushing.
