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He leans down, his lips grazing mine. “Just for the taste of it.”
That damn silly heart.
My lips crash into his as I push on my toes and wrap my arms around his neck. He grips my thighs, pulling me up, and then he carries me to his car while I forget what oxygen is.
Tonight I don’t go home.
Because, fuck behaving.
Xi walks backward into his bedroom, our mouths glued together as he drags me with him, until he falls onto the end of the bed. I move to follow him, but he stops me with a hand on my chest.
“Look at me.”
I do. My heart is beating harshly, my lips stinging from his rough kiss.
“How do you want me to fuck you tonight, Alexandra?”
I gulp. I didn’t expect him toask. I prefer when hetakes. It’s too embarrassing to say what I desperately want out loud, and from what I’m seeing in his eyes, I understand that it’s precisely the point he’s making.
“I want…” I inhale a sharp breath. “I want you to take control.”
He licks his lips but doesn’t seem happy with my answer.
“You want more than that, and you know it.” He frowns when he sees that I’m not anywhere near saying anything. “Take a few paces back.”
I take exactly three.
“More.”
Four. Five. I’m practically against the wall now.
“Take your clothes off.”
I do so with trembling hands. First goes his hoodie. My shoes. Then my skirt. My bra is next.
“All of them, baby.”
I shimmy my panties over my fleshy hips and drag them down until I can step out of them.
He bites his lower lips and adjusts himself on the bed.
“Good,” he says low.
Xi’s voice is usually so flat it’s undeniable when lust begins to color it. It becomes gravelly, dyed with a darkness he can barely control.
My boyfriend is what I’ve come to accept and call a sweet psycho. The discreet kind who moves in silence and who treats me like a queen. Sweet to the woman he wants to possess, deadly to anyone who gets in his way.
I want to taste Xi’s danger.
I want to feel it on my skin. For it to lick me with burning flames.
I want Xi to feed my lust as hard as he obliterated my sanity.
I look deep into his eyes with the strength he’s helped me awaken and allow him to observe me silently until I can feel the satisfaction boiling in him.
And when he deems me ready, he says with an unmatchable calm, “Now drop to your knees.”
It only takes me a split second to do so, though the descent feels interminable. With our eyes locked, our breaths in tandem, I watch him eat me whole from a distance.
