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She dragged her lower lip through her teeth and said, “Kiss me.”
I blacked out for a moment. It was only a second and then I was kissing her like it was the last damn thing I’d ever do. It might be — the school reject making out with the quarterback’s ex-girlfriend was a recipe for murder.
But I didn’t care. Goddamn, I didn’t care at all. If I died tomorrow, I’d die happy because this was heaven. Her lips tasted like cherry and her mouth was soft and sweet. Her entire body moved with me, every perfect inch of her, and it was like fireworks shooting off in my head. We gripped each other frantically, fingers digging into flesh, pushing, pulling, biting — Fuck, I couldn’t stop.
I put my hand on her throat and squeezed, and she moaned into my mouth like I’d just given her what she’d been craving.
God, I could destroy her. I wanted to. Ineededto. I didn’t just crave her perfection, her unattainable beauty. I wanted her filth. I wanted the messy, disgusting, fucked up parts of her. I wanted to rip her open, pick her apart, find the things that made her tick.
I wanted to make her mine from the inside-out. Shatter her to pieces before I put her back together. These were dangerous thoughts and I was riding an edge I’d never dared to touch.
When we parted, breathless, it was as if we were suspended outside of time. Her lips were red, slightly puffy, her cheeks flushed. She was breathing hard, and for a moment, I imagined myself pulling up her skirt and fucking her right there against the wall.
But then she let go of me hurriedly, her eyes widening in horror.
As if she had realized what she’d done.
“I...I, um...” She shook her head, and I let go of her, stepping back and giving her space. She moved around me, backing toward the door. “That was...” Her fingers brushed over her mouth, trembling slightly. A tiny smile curved her lips, but it vanished in an instant. She paused as she reached for the door, giving me that look again.
As if she wanted to ask for something. As if she could fall to her knees for me.
Then she was gone, vanishing out the door. I stayed where I was for a long time, too long, leaning against the wall with the taste of her in my mouth.
2 - Manson
We packed our thingsinto the Bronco and the WRX early in the morning, while the sky was still dark and the cool night air was damp. We had dropped off the dogs with Vincent’s family the previous day, and his dad had agreed to come by the house over the weekend to check on things. It had been ages since we all left town, even longer since we’d had a proper vacation. We needed it now more than ever.
It had been almost two weeks since my father had shown up at my gate after months of being gone. The last time I’d seen him, he’d threatened to kill me, and this time hadn’t been any better. I’d believed he was dead and would have preferred he stayed that way, but all we could do now was try to avoid him.
It took me back to my childhood in a way I didn’t like. Tiptoeing around, hiding. But things were different now than they were back then; I didn’t only have myself to worry about.
I had to think about my boys. And Jess. It was my responsibility to make sure they were safe. Besides, we all needed the opportunity to have time together. Not worrying about work, or parents, or nosey neighbors. Just us, together, committing whatever debauchery we damn well pleased.
Jess still owed us a debt. Her BMW was sitting in our garage, waiting for her new engine to be delivered. She wasn’t paying for that repair in cash either; she’d offered us something I considered far more valuable.
Herself. Her body and her time.
