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Me: Hey Blue. ;) Do you miss your Kitty?
Nash: Fuck, you’re a tease. Now I have a raging boner in the middle of class.
Me: Come home, then come in me.
Nash: Plan to. After I tease you. Make you beg for my cock inside you.
His words get me all worked up. Nash once said I was playing with fire…maybe I am, but fuck, it feels so good to burn for him.
Me: I dare you to show me how to get off with the shower head.
Once I send the message, I put my phone down, and finish up my shower. I want to get myself off, I’m so turned on, but I know if I wait for one of my guys, it’ll be even better. Coming on their dicks is something I never knew I’d be so obsessed with, but what can I say? They made me their little slut, and I plan on living up to the new nickname.
After I’m done, I step out of the shower and hear a commotion downstairs. I frown because I know the guys are all in class right now. Except for Fallon and Griff. But the voice is feminine.
I pull my clothes on, daring to venture downstairs so I can investigate.
“I don’t care! I need to see him!” she screams, but Fallon just stands there, glaring. The small woman has her back to me, but I know who it is…she’s hard to mistake for anyone else.
“Amy?” I ask, immediately aware that I’m covered in love bites from all three men. She won’t know any of them are from Holden, though.
“You!” Amy growls, spinning around and marching over to me like a tiny tornado of fury. She waves her finger in my face, and I step back. “I saw you this morning, leaving the hotel! All four of you!” I cross my arms over my chest, shrugging.
“So?”
“So, you were in the same clothes you wore out last night, and I know you fucked them! All three of them!” When my jaw drops open, and I gasp, she grins maliciously. “That's right, slut. I know you fucked your stepbrother.” I flinch away from her, dropping my arms to my side. “I have pictures.”
“What?!” I shout, eyes wide, “What the fuck?”
“See!” Shoving the phone in my face, she shows me her proof. Holden has his arm draped around my shoulder as I cling to him. There’s no doubt that I look freshly fucked. I might be able to deny it if the next image wasn’t of Holden leaning down to kiss me.
We left so early this morning, hell the sun was barely even up, we didn’t think anyone would see us. Fuck!
I grab the phone, slam it to the floor, and stomp it. Amy screeches, shoving me back by my shoulders, and dives for the now broken phone.
“You’ll pay for that,” she hisses. “But it doesn’t matter because they’re already saved to my cloud.” Amy gets right up in my face and sneers. “If you don’t tell yourstepbrotherit’s over and move the fuck out of this house, then I’ll send these to the dean. And his coaches. Your parents! I’ll show the fucking world. Holden’s NHL dreams will go up in smoke. No one wants a guy on their team that fucks his sister!” She storms out, slamming the front door on the way.
Griff and Fallon walk over, neither of them saying anything until I look up.
“Do you think she meant it?” I whisper, and Fallon shrugs. “Would she really ruin his life?”
“I don’t know, but there’s one person who might have answers for you,” Griff says as I blink the tears from my eyes. What a fucking shitshow.
* * *
“That bitch!” Sadie growls as Nissa hands me another tissue. I blow my stuffy nose, hating that I’m crying. I was never the type to cry easily, at least I didn’t think I was… But if getting sober has taught me anything, it’s that I fooled myself into thinking I was someone I wasn’t for a long time.
Somehow, being an alcoholic convinced me that I was not only the absolute worst person I’d ever known, but also the strongest.
I see now how wrong I was.
We’re binge-eating ice cream while The Office plays on the TV in Sadie’s living room. As soon as Amy left, Griff called Sadie, who rushed over. Ten minutes later, we were sitting in her living room when Nissa knocked.
While I was in rehab, I didn’t communicate with many people from the outside, but Nissa and Sadie knew where I was. I’d begged them not to tell the guys. I wanted to be the one to have that conversation with them, but I also knew I wasn’t ready… It’s crazy how much a person can change in twelve weeks when they spend all their time confronting their demons.
Ten out of ten do not recommend needing rehab, but if you do, then go. Get better for you. We all deserve happiness, but if you keep waiting for the right time to get happy, then you never will be.
Life doesn’t get easier. It will always be hard, but that doesn’t mean we don’t deserve to be happy too. Stop punishing yourself for existing. We all deserve our place in this world, however that looks.
