Page 17 of Toxic Obsession


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"I'd call you a liar." An arrogant smirk lifted the corners of his mouth. "I think you want me as badly as I want you."

Did I want him? I hated him, but for some reason, he caused reactions in my body that weren't exactly voluntary. And this could be my only opportunity to lose my virginity to one person instead of eight.

"Will you hurt me?"

"In all the right ways," he said as his mouth captured mine, stealing my breath.This kiss was different than before, desperate and needy, like I was the air he needed to survive. His hand curled around my ass, pulling me onto his lap, and before I knew what was happening, he lifted off the coffee table, twisted, and sank down into my chair without breaking from the kiss. His tongue teased my lips, biting and nipping until they parted and his tongue slid in, tasting and teasing mine.

This wasn't how I pictured losing my virginity, and I definitely never thought it would be with a football player, much less Jayden De Luca, but here we were, and I was almost positive this was about to happen. I didn't know how I felt about any of this, but it didn't matter anyway because this was his show.

He pulled out of the kiss. "Stand up," Jayden ordered, his voice dropping to a husky whisper. He sank back into the chair, his gaze fixed on me. "I want to see you." Biting my bottom lip, I stood. "Take off the shirt."

Sucking in a deep breath, I reached down, grabbed the hem of the old white tee, and slowly pulled it up. Not because I was trying to be sexy or seductive but because I was intimidated standing naked in front of him. Even though I didn't like him, he was still incredibly hot with the body of a Greek God, and I wasn't what he was typically attracted to.

His tongue swept across his lips as his heated gaze raked over my naked body, sweeping up and down the length of me, chest rising and falling with deep, slow breaths. His gaze held me captive as his deep blue eyes pierced through me. Something about the way he was looking at me made me feel sexy.

Leaning forward, he hooked his fingers into the thin black band on the side of my panties, slowly dragging them down my legs and discarding them. Grabbing the back of my thighs, he peered up through long dark lashes as he trailed kisses along my thighs and pussy. I yelped, grabbing his muscular shoulders when he sank his teeth into the sensitive skin of my thigh.

My head fell back on a moan as he traced the mark he'd left with his tongue before drawing the tender skin in and sucking on it. Chills raced over my body, and my heart pounded so hard I thought it might explode.

Reaching back, he tore his shirt over his head, dropping it to the floor before standing. My gaze trailed over his thick, tatted arms and sculpted chest. There was no denying how incredibly hot he was.

Curling his fingers around my waist, he crushed his mouth against mine as he pulled my body flush against his. My nipples hardened as they brushed against his bare chest. I lost myself in his kiss. I didn't even realize he was guiding me backward. My lips parted, and his tongue pushed through, thrusting deeper, exploring every inch of my mouth.

A squeal of surprise left me when both hands grabbed my bare ass jerking me up and spreading my legs around his waist. My back slammed against the wall, pinning me between him and the wall.

"You still going to hate me tomorrow," he breathed, breaking from the kiss.

"Yes," I cried out as he ground his hips against mine, and I meant it. Nothing about this encounter changed how I felt about him. I wasn't losing my virginity because I wanted him; I was making a calculated decision to lose it so that my first time wasn't with multiple men. Who knew if I'd have an opportunity again.

Pinning me tighter against the wall, he dropped a hand, and I wasn't sure what he was doing until I heard the distinct sound of his zipper opening and then the heavy denim of his jeans hitting the floor. My pulse raced, and my heart pounded. It was the first time I'd had a moment to think clearly without his mouth on me, and a rush of panic set in. I was about to lose my virginity, and I had no idea what to expect. Jayden was so unpredictable that it was hard to tell if he'd hurt me or not.

But before I had time to change my mind, Jayden's lips skimmed my collarbone, sucking a nipping his way up my jawline to eventually find my mouth, fading all my fears away. Capturing my mouth with his, he slid his thick cock through my slick flesh. A desperate moan pushed passed my lips, with each stroke of his wide head hitting my clit.

Sucking my bottom lip through his teeth, I cried out when he bit down hard at the same time he slammed into me. A sharp stabbing pain shot through me, and I wasn’t sure which hurt more. He stilled as he released my lip, allowing my body to relax around him. Digging my nails into his shoulders, I reminded myself it would be over soon. He would pull out and force me to my knees.

His head fell into the nape of my neck as he slowly pulled back. His ragged breath sent chills rippling over my skin. He was using every bit of willpower he had to restrain himself. He pushed in and out slowly several times before my body relaxed, and I pulled my claws out of his shoulders.

That must have been his sign that I was ready because his next thrust was hard and deeper. It didn't hurt, though. He pumped in and out; a low guttural groan rumbled in his chest. I cried out, this time in pleasure, on his next hard thrust. My hips rocked forward, matching his rhythm, forcing each thrust deeper.

I could feel my orgasm building; I was close. Would he stop before I reached it?

I rocked my hips forward, grinding against him, meeting his thrust, eliciting a low grunt. He was close too.

"Fuck," he growled, pumping hard, faster, deeper. Clenching around him, I moaned, and with one more hard thrust, I exploded around him. His mouth captured mine in a white-hot kiss that sent electricity pulsing through me. His speed picked up as his grip tightened on my ass, using it to force himself deeper. He groaned into my mouth, pulling out and sliding himself between us as he came on my stomach.

We stayed in the same position for what felt like forever as our labored breathing slowed.

If everything his ex-Rally Girl said was true, he'd crossed his own boundaries, and I would probably pay for that. And as if on cue, he dropped me to the floor and walked away without another word.

eleven

JAYDEN

I hadn't seenSadie in eight days, and I hated that I knew that. After what happened at my sister's house, I needed space. When I was with her, every rule seemed to go out the window, and what was even scarier was that I liked it.

Tonight was game night for all the team houses. It was the basketball team's year to pick the game, and they picked a fucked-up human version of Chess. The purpose of the game was to keep your Queen safe; other than that, there weren't any rules, and what you chose to do with the Queen after capturing her was up to the team. Sadie didn't know it yet, but I'd picked her as our team's Queen, even though I knew she'd fight it.

KJ, Ethan, Carter, and I were in charge of protecting our Queen. The rest of the house would be collecting Queens. The team with the most Queens at the end won. Tonight would turn into a massive orgy; all I could think about was everything I wanted to do to Sadie after the game.

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