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I fell forward, grinding myself deep against her. She leaned in for a kiss, and I twisted my face away from her. I couldn't kiss her. I had to separate my feelings from her, and I couldn't do that if she kissed me. Her lips landed on my cheek. Pulling out of her, I gripped her waist and flipped her over, bending her over the couch so I didn't have to see the hurt on her face.
Spreading her, I plunged back into her. Fucking her rough and fast. The tips of my fingers dug into the sensitive skin of her ass.
"Fuck, Jayden," she moaned.
She was close. I increased my speed, pumping in and out until I knew she was teetering on the edge, and right before she fell off, I pulled out of her and fisted my cock in my hand.
"What the fuck?" she growled, exasperation and frustration coloring her tone. Her fist clenched as she slammed it hard into the couch before whipping around to face me.
"Get on your knees," I ordered, my tone cold and clipped. Her eyes hardened as her chest heaved. She shook her head slowly. "Get on your fucking knees."
"No." Her brows knitted together. "Don't do this, Jayden." She knew what I was doing, but I wouldn't let her talk me out of it. It was what had to be done.
"Get on your knees or get out."
"Jayden," she whispered, her pleading eyes softened, begging me not to do this.
This was what I liked. I liked to see them so sexually frustrated that they begged me to alleviate the pressure building between their thighs. I loved to see them dripping wet for me and the tortured face they wore when they realized I wouldn't be the one to alleviate that pressure. I loved to see the frustration build every time I stopped and forced them to their knees in front of me to wear my come.
That was before her.
It didn't feel the same in that moment. It felt like my heart was being torn from my chest and shredded into tiny little pieces.
"Get on your fucking knees," I growled.
She slowly sank to her knees, her gaze locked on mine as I fisted my cock in my hand, stroking from root to tip as I blocked out the hurt twisting on her face and let my gaze rake over her naked body. God, I loved her body. Every inch of it. "Jayden."
Fuck.
I blocked out her pleading words. My gaze flicked to her dripping pussy, recalling the feel of her. The muscles in my forearm flexed as my grip tightened and I increased my speed, and with two quick strokes, my abs tightened, and I exploded my hot liquid all over her face and chest.
This was the biggest insult I could give her. I'd treated her like just another rally whore, and she knew it.
I twisted to walk away. "What the fuck, Jayden," she growled, exhaling a shaky breath. I didn't turn around. I couldn't. I could handle her anger, but the hurt felt like a knife to the heart. Snatching my pants off the ground, I strolled out of the room, leaving her on her knees covered in my come.
It was over.
Sadie would never talk to me again, and it hurt so much more than I thought it would, but it was what was best for her. In just a few weeks, I would return home and marry Bella to unite our families. I would keep my promise to my parents and sister because if I didn't, my sister would suffer. I had to choose my sister.
After I was dressed, I met KJ in the driveway.
"What's going on?" KJ asked, his face lined with worry.
"Sadie's going to come out with her things," I said dryly, trying to hide my pain. "She's going to be upset."
"What did you do, Jay?" He glared, his eyes wide.
"What I had to," I muttered. "Let her stay at your place. I'm going to get Bri and bring her back here. I want to keep them apart for now."
"Are you fucking serious?" KJ shouted. "Jayden?" He never used my full name. He was angry. He cared about Sadie too. "You started all this, and now you're going to bail on her?" My gaze snapped up to meet his. "You set her house on fire, leaving her homeless, and now you're bailing?"
"It's the way it has to be," I said dryly. "You know what my future looks like."
"Which is why we all told you to walk away months ago," KJ growled. "But you didn't want to, and now you fucked this girl's whole life up."
"It's better than her being dead." My jaw clenched, and his gaze softened. He knew what I meant, and he knew I was right.
"You fell for her," he muttered. I didn't answer as my gaze shifted to hide any emotion my eyes may give away.
