Page 135 of Fighting the Pull


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“Okay,” I said when he spoke no further.

“You seem to get off on it, but it’s important for you to know, I’m into dominance.”

For a second, I just lay against him.

Then I started giggling, actually giggling, doing it pushing up him so we were face to face.

I got control of myself and teased, “You don’t say.”

He wasn’t finding it funny. “It’s a thing with me, baby.”

I was still grinning. “I’ve noticed that, Hale.”

“No,” he stated firmly. “I mean, if you’re up for it, I’m gonna wanna tie you up. Blindfold you. When we get there, meaning I know what you like and how far I can go, even gag you. We’re talking you need to be my good girl, and you’ll get your reward, or you can choose to be my bad girl, and you’ll get punished. We’ll have safe words, safe gestures, absolutely. And it isn’t a compulsion, it isn’t like I need the deeper play all the time, or even often. But I need dominance all the time.”

He was being serious about this, and I could see it put him in a vulnerable spot.

As for me, him talking about that stuff was turning me on again.

And it was clear he needed to know that.

So I sobered, sliding my hand up his chest to trace his collarbone, and I said, “I’m a virgin with all that stuff. The bondage stuff, I mean. Spanking and…what does punishment entail?”

He nodded to confirm. “Yes, spanking. Maybe paddling. Light flogging. I’m not into the heavy shit, like whips.”

I nodded. “So, when we try that, at the beginning, you’ll go easy on me?”

His brows drew down. “That’s it?”

“Sorry?”

“That’s it? When we try it, go easy on you?”

I was confused. “Is that not how you do it?”

He pulled me fully onto his chest. “Yeah, sweetheart. We’ll go as slow as you need. I’m just surprised at how easily you’re taking this.”

“It isn’t lost on me I submit to you, Hale,” I informed him, and watched his eyes flash.

Wow, he got off just on me admitting it.

And I got off on him getting off on that.

I wriggled closer to him.

He moved a hand to cup a cheek of my ass.

I read that and stopped wriggling.

That made his eyes flash too.

Wow again.

This was fun.

“I can’t say it didn’t surprise me,” I went on. “I can say what also wasn’t lost on me was that I submitted because you demanded it. It works. I…” I lifted my shoulders. “I don’t have a ton of experience with sex. I’ll admit, though, I’ve never been fully comfortable with it, except with you. I’ve learned with you I need to give over like that. I can get out of my head and let you take care of me. In turn, I get to take care of you. It works in a way I didn’t get before, and I mean not getting what I needed before, also not understanding that I needed it.”

“Fuck,” he groaned. “Fuck,” he groaned again.

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