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He maintained eye contact with me as he shifted his body so that we were lying on our sides, facing each other. He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, the touch of his fingers sending tingles down my spine.
I would nevernotreact that way to his touch.
His eyes were piercing into me now, and I found myself being honest with him. “I feel guilty,” I admitted. “This is exactly what I wanted. What I needed. But… I feel like it isn’t the way I should be dealing with everything. Rachel is in the hospital, the kids are asleep down the hall, and I’m in here, doing… this.”
“Mackenzie, you needed this,” he reassured me. He leaned forward and kissed me again, letting his tongue explore my mouth. “You’ve been strong for everyone since your sister got sick. You haven’t shown any weaknesses, and I know that can’t be easy. You’ve been strong for the kids, upbeat, making sure everything is as normal as possible. It’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to fall apart sometimes, or to need a release, or to take care of yourself once in a while.”
“I just feel like my emotions are going to overwhelm me if I don’t do something to release them,” I told him. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, and I had to blink them away. I hated looking weak and pathetic, too.
“Then do it,” he said. “Lose yourself in me. In us.”
His fingers reached down between my legs and dragged along my wet slit, making me gasp. He slipped a finger inside me, and I moaned as he thrust it in and out of me slowly. His thumb brushed over my clit, and I knew I wouldn’t last much longer. The orgasm had already been building, and his hands—and his support—just pushed me closer to the edge.
I leaned my head against his shoulder, and he reached up with his other hand to cup my breast. The gentle movement of his fingers inside me, coupled with the rhythm of his thumb on my clit had me quickly building toward an orgasm. He tugged at my nipple, and it was what pushed me over, letting me fall into the abyss of pure pleasure.
I cried out as the orgasm washed over me, carrying me away to a plane of pure ecstasy. I curled on the bed, gasping and moaning softly, trying to keep it down until the peak of the orgasm took my breath away.
When the orgasm subsided, I gasped for air, panting in the aftermath of pleasure.
Troy grinned at me.
“You’re so hot when you orgasm.”
I blushed, and Troy undid his pants, getting rid of them so that he was naked, too. He kicked off his pants, pulled a condom from its pocket, and with ease, he wrapped himself up.
Troy rolled onto me, his body covering mine, and my legs fell open for him.
He gently pushed into me, and I groaned as he filled me up. I could tell he was taking his time. We’d done this before, but his size was still a challenge, and he gave me the time I needed to adjust. My body stretched, accommodating his size, and I let out a breath in a shudder. He gripped my hips and began to thrust into me, and I gasped as the pleasure spread through my body, making me hotter and hotter, and pushing me toward another orgasm.
I closed my eyes and got lost in the feel of him. Troy filled me up to the brim, and the sensation of him stroking in and out of me was amazing. He hit all the right places as he pushed into me and retreated again.
It didn’t take me long to climax again. Pleasure crashed into me over and over, like waves on the sea, and I cried out. I bit my lip and tried to keep it down for the kids, but it was hard to keep quiet when the pleasure was so intense.
Troy grabbed my breasts, tweaking my nipples as I writhed under his direction.
He’d slowed down his pace to draw out my orgasm, to give me time to focus on the feel of the pleasure that spread from my core, but he pushed into me again, picking up his pace. I opened my eyes, and my gaze locked on his.
Troy’s face was riddled with concentration, his brows knitted together, and teeth gritted as he grunted and groaned.
I reached up, cupped his cheek, and he turned his head to plant a kiss on my palm.
He picked up his pace, moving faster still. My breasts jiggled, and his strokes shortened as he brought himself closer and closer to climax.
It drew out the orgasm that had started to fade for me, bringing it back with renewed intensity and our breaths mingled as we gasped and moaned in the throes of our pleasure.
When he was close, Troy pushed into me as deep as he could go, and I felt his orgasm roll over him. His muscles contracted, his body becoming rigid against mine, and he moaned. He came, his cock pulsating and jerking, and I cried out, my orgasm doubling in intensity as I felt him release inside of me. As my body quivered and convulsed, he released my breast he’d been holding onto, then smoothed his hand down my body, still holding himself up with the other hand. He grabbed my ass and pulled me toward him, throwing his head back and grunting with pleasure as his cock twitched inside me with every wave of my orgasm.
The intensity faded, becoming gentler, and it allowed us to catch our breaths.
I felt a mixture of emotions, each one so intense that it was hard to differentiate between them.
I felt the familiar sting of tears at the edges of my eyes, and I squeezed them shut tightly. I didn’t want to cry, but I was so ridiculously emotional. The intensity of our orgasms made me feel raw. So much had happened in the past while that I felt like I was losing myself in all of it.
Troy slipped out of me and collapsed on the bed next to me. He breathed hard, catching his breath.
When he got up, he walked to the bathroom, and it didn’t take long before he came back again, getting onto the bed with me. He pulled me tightly against him, my back against his chest, and I relished the warmth that seeped into my skin.
“It’s going to be okay,” Troy said.
