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He doesn’t enter me with his finger but teases the wetness that’s forming there. Up and down he slides along the opening, his fingertip never breaching. Just rubbing and sliding. It’s so hot that I crave more from him. I didn’t understand the whole excitement over sex before, aside from the emotional aspect of my first time being with my brother, but now, with my other brother, I crave the penetration like my next breath. This isn’t me coming to him with some agenda like I’d done with Ronan.
This feels a lot more natural.
I hike my thigh higher up his body, hoping he’ll get my message. I want his curious finger inside of me, stretching me like our brother’s cock did. I want him to slide in and out, letting my juices of arousal coat his fingers.
Just when I think he’ll give up and move along, he pulls back slightly, eyes hooded with need and lips swollen. The hunger in his expression makes me shudder. I wonder if mine matches his. Then, with eyes locked on me, he gently pushes the tip of his finger inside me. I let out a sharp gasp, my whole body trembling. A slow grin forms on his lips, tugging up on one side.
“Feel good?”
“Yeah. More.”
He pulls his finger away, causing me to groan, but then slides it between us for better access. His slick finger slides between my pussy lips, rubbing right over the spot that feels so good. My eyes roll back and I have to bite on my bottom lip to stifle a moan.
“You like this?” he whispers. “Me, touching you here?”
I nod sharply. “Y-Yes.”
He’s almost lazy as he rubs a continuous circle in that pleasure-filled spot. The slow building of bliss, though, is just what I need. I ache for the release he has to offer.
So close.
I start to shake, stars sparkling in my vision. The second he sends me over the edge, I let out a moan that he quickly snuffs out with a hot, deep kiss. I shatter in his arms, losing all sense of reality as the pleasure consumes me. And then his expert finger slides into my body, slicking in and out. I ride his finger as the last of my orgasm ripples through me.
“So fucking wet,” he growls, nipping at my bottom lip. “You have no idea how hot you are, Rae.”
I’m drunk and dazed with lust. My body, sated from the pleasure, continues to ache for more.
“Have sex with me,” I whisper, forcing my weak limbs to assist me as I slide over his body. “I want you inside of me, Ryder.”
His strong hands grip my hips, digging in so hard I know I’ll be bruised. I can feel his cock twitching, nestled against my pussy. A few quick maneuvers and he could be inside me.
Like Ronan was.
Guilt surges through me, chasing away my high. I have to tell Ryder what happened. If he somehow finds out on his own, he’ll be hurt. And keeping it from him doesn’t feel right either.
He lifts his hips a little, his dick continuing to throb and sliding against my slick pussy. It feels really good against my sensitive area that still tingles with pleasure.
“I have to tell you something,” I whisper, frowning at him.
His palms slide to my ass, giving it a hard squeeze. “Anything.”
I close my eyes and nibble on my lip. “Please don’t be mad.”
“You could say anything right now, Rae, and there’s no way I could be mad at you.”
Falling forward, I rest on his chest, my breasts pressing against his body, and my mouth finding his ear. “I had sex with Ronan.”
A beat of silence passes and then I realize he’s gone completely still.
“Ronan’s gay,” he whispers.
“I didn’t want CJ to be my first,” I say, tone slightly defensive. “Ronan gave me a gift.”
“A gift?” Ryder rolls us onto our sides, his brows pinched together. “You had sex with our brother and you call it a gift?”
Hurt prickles at my heart. “You wouldn’t understand. You weren’t there.”
He scowls, staring off behind me as though he’s trying to picture it. Then he huffs angrily. “I wasn’t there because I was traveling tirelessly to find you—to find you both.”
