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“Nope.”
Having Raegan and Ronan in my life is everything to me.
I have to keep our shattered family together. It’s more important than ever with Ronan so messed up. We’ve all gone through enough without throwing these complicated feelings that have to be hidden on top of everything.
Maybe we can all go back to the way we used to be. Raegan annoying me but providing entertainment. Ronan being my confidant and steady presence.Safe.
The door to the cabin silently creaks open. I can tell it’s Raegan by the sound of her footsteps. She moves lightly but with purpose. Seconds after the door closes, she slips into the bed next to me. Her skin is cool from the quick run over here and I splay my hand over her bare thigh to try to warm her up.
“Ronan?” Raegan whispers.
His heavy breathing continues, undisturbed. It has both of us relaxing. Not that he can’t be a part of our middle of the night conversations, but because he’s finally resting, not trapped in the throes of another nightmare.
Raegan curls her body against mine, her thigh resting on mine. My arm is wrapped around her and I hug her closer. Her soft touch as she runs her fingers down the rivets between my abs has me suppressing a shiver.
I like the way her hands feel on me.
And when I’m in the shower, I imagine them going lower.
My dick twitches at the thought, but I quickly push that line of thinking away. I run my fingers up and down her arm, noticing the goose bumps there.
“Cold?” I murmur, kissing her head.
“A little.”
Her fingers dance lower, playing with the hair around my belly button. I grit my teeth to keep from groaning in pleasure. It’d be wise to move her hand back up my chest, but I’ve been aching for her touch even though it’s not just the wrong time to allow it, but just plain wrong in general.
She’s. My. Sister.
“Ryder?”
“Mmm.”
“I’m worried about Ro.”
“Me too, baby.” I wince at my word choice. “Me too.”
Her lips press to my pectoral and then her tongue peeks out, teasing a wet trail over my skin. My dick, which I’d barely been keeping in check, thickens and strains against my boxers. Hopefully, she doesn’t notice.
Of course Raegan misses nothing.
She dances her fingers through my happy trail before boldly running her palm over my erection through my boxers. A grunt escapes me as my cock jolts at her touch.
“You’re hard,” she breathes, her words hot as they tickle over my chest. “Really hard.”
Heat floods through me and it takes everything in me not to thrust up against her palm. I want her to curl her fist around my dick, fucking it hard. As soon as that thought enters my mind, I shove it away.
“Rae,” I croak out. “We can’t do this. Not now. Not ever.”
Especially not now.
What would Ronan do if he were to wake and witness what we are doing?
“You always say the most wounding things when I’m being sweet to you,” Raegan whispers, hurt in her tone. “Why can’t you just let me touch you like we both want? I bet it’ll be quick. Like twenty seconds tops.”
I choke on a groan when her hand slides under the material, boldly taking hold of my cock. It feels too good to have her stop. Having her hand on me like this is everything I’d ever fantasized about. I throw my head back, unable to control the need coursing through me.
“It’ll feel better if it’s wet,” she whispers. “Trust me.”
