Page 81 of The Unruly


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I don’t have a chance to process her words before she’s moving down my body. She pulls my boxers down enough to free my dick and then her tongue is on me.

Her. Fucking. Tongue.

I nearly nut just then, overwhelmed with pleasure. I’m barely able to stifle a moan as her lips wrap around the head. Her mouth—her perfect fucking mouth—is hot and wet, sliding easily over my tip. I hiss, unable to keep the sound from escaping when her tongue runs down my shaft.

Up and down.

Up and down.

Holy fuck.

Once I’m slick with her saliva, she moves back up my body, settling at my side again. Her palm slowly tugs at my aching cock, slicking over the wet flesh.

It’s too much.

I’m going to die.

Within seconds, just as she predicted, my cum shoots out of me without warning. It splatters all over my chest and her hand. She keeps stroking, only slowing when the twitching and spasming of my dick finally settle.

“Rae, baby,” I rasp out. “That was…”

“Good?”

“Fucking amazing.” I kiss her head, savoring this stolen moment. It only takes a few minutes until the guilt is back.

“It’s fine, Ryder. I can feel you tensing, but it’s fine.”

I’m soaked in my own cum that my sister so expertly jerked out of me while my brother slept right beside me.

Nothing is fine.

“We have to clean up and you need to go back next door.” I nuzzle my nose against her hair. “Please. I just…it’s too hard to think straight after what we did.”

She sighs heavily. “I’ll go, but I’m not sorry for making you feel good.”

Reaching for her, I settle my hand around the back of her neck, urging her to my mouth. I plan to give her a soft, appreciative peck on her lips, but instead end up devouring her sweet mouth.

We’re both panting by the time we come up for air.

“Leave, baby, please.”

This time, she doesn’t sigh. She kisses me again and then she’s gone.

I am so fucked.

Ronan sits at the firepit, glaring at the flames. It’s chilly out tonight and he’s not wearing a jacket. I saunter past where Wild and Chet are each trying to outdo the other with outlandish stories about their classmates while Sadie giggles uncontrollably. Kristen listens, a smile on her face, but doesn’t join in on the laughter. Raegan, after a lot of coaxing, is finally letting Aunt Eve fix her hair from where Mya botched it. It’s the perfect time to try and talk to Ronan while everyone is distracted.

“Hey,” I say, settling right next to him on the bench. “You cold?”

He shrugs. “Not really.”

I sit quietly, waiting to see if he’ll say anything. He doesn’t. Ronan silently broods, his gaze never leaving the fire. It’s like he’s building a fortress around him and I don’t get to have a key. This isn’t the Ronan I know. This guy likes being alone.

Rather than force him to talk, I sit with him without saying anything. My mind keeps drifting to the night before when Raegan gave me a handjob. I’ve never come so fast in my life. Despite it feeling really, really good, I can’t help but obsess over the fact we did it with Ronan right next to me. He’d been blissfully unaware and the guilt of what we did keeps eating at me.

I should tell him.

He had sex with her, though under forced and unusual conditions, but it still happened. I’d been hurt when I found out. I made peace with it, though. Maybe he’ll get mad and then get over it like I did. Telling him is better than carrying around this big secret when I already feel like the distance between us is stretching.

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