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The perfect rhythm of his thrusts mixing with the bliss his hand is performing is enough to send me over. My own cry shakes out, my body shivering from the thrill. I bite my lip to keep from screaming out.
I can feel his cheek rest against me, his chest slick and hard against my back as his lips nip at my ear. “Violet Demure. I thought of you beneath me a hundred times just like this.” He stops to kiss down my shoulders. “And I think, I love you.”
The tune I’m so familiar with. The hum, the only hint that he could actually sing, vibrates through his chest as his pace quickens.
And I think, I love you. It’s so quiet, I’m almost not sure I heard him right. My mouth opens, the words wanting to form on my lips like I’ve said them a thousand times in my head so long ago. Such a very long time ago. Before everything that transpired.
Before they made me realize love isn’t that simple.
Reed loves me.
Thirty-One
Reed
Three knocks on the door is a much harder task than one would think. My hand hovers by the wood ready but I just can’t make myself do it. I wish it was because of shame. Like how am I supposed to show my face to her father after I just fucked her in the men’s locker room at school?
But that isn’t it. I’d fuck her and smile at the man like I’m a fucking saint just to feel her come against my cock again.
It’s just that Knox’s dad is on some new sort of level for intimidation factor. I know first hand how rough Knox is, and Knox isn’t even half, no wait, a third of the scare level of his father. Knox follows orders to save his own ass. Mr. Reyes commits murder like it’s just another task that has to be done like getting the oil changed on your car.
It’s that simple.
I can still vividly remember when Knox showed up at my door, his face ghostly pale, his eyes wide and fearful. Knox had stared down at his hands in horror. Red rimmed, his eyes were glassy as if he was on the very verge of a fucking breakdown.
He killed his brother. His own blood, twin, nonetheless. I ushered him into my room, let him explain it all to me. Then we buried the sin deep within us. Vowed to let it pass, not to talk about it, not to let it ruin him.
I told him that sometimes, it was okay to be selfish.
Because that’s who I am through and through. I’m fucking selfish. And maybe that’s a shit trait to have but selflessness isn’t in me as an adult.
I was overlooked as a child. Ignored. I was a selfless child.
And look where that got me.
Landon would have never told Knox shit like that. He would have been utterly aghast. Likely saying some sort of bullshit about being a good guy, having morals. He played into rallying against Dee easy enough. But he wouldn’t be Landon if his ethics didn’t come back to haunt him.
He’s better than me. I’m not too good to admit it. He is what Violet deserves. However, there is no universe where I let go now.
The picture of her breasts, water dripping down them like rainfall flashes through my mind. Her Breasts. All other breasts have somehow lost all sense of appeal.
Oh right. That’s why I’m here, standing awkwardly with my hand in the air.
Because of her fucking perfect boobs.
Not because of her boobs. Just because of her.
I fucking told her I loved her.
Shit.
Again, her peaked nipples pressing against me, bouncing with every move of my hips clouds my thoughts.
Get it together.
Finally, I summon the energy. Three quick raps against the wood.
“Come in.” His deep voice is muffled on the other side.
