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“Yeah. I guess.”
My eyes roll to the ceiling. “You guess. Yeah, okay.”
I let out a snort and then stand up, pouring the rest of the wine into our glasses and then grabbing my phone.
“I’m making us dinner. Italian sound good? I’m gonna make my grandma’s spaghetti sauce. Then I’m going to show you a whole new world with conditioner and cream.”
Tomas just nods, and I shimmy my hips.
Yeah, all is well. It’s perfectly fucking fine. And for some reason, my heart does a little tap dance at the thought that the next time I perform, I’ll be doing it for him.
* * *
Things seem perfectlynormal as Tomas and I tuck ourselves into the couch with our bowls of pasta and bottle of wine.
Perhaps it’s because Tomas is a little tipsy after chugging the wine earlier, but he seems lighter, happier. And I am too.
My secret crush has been watching me online. So, this straight guy is a little curious. I love that for me. But I also realize that perhaps it’s not the most healthy. Curiosity kills souls. I don’t know if I want to be on the receiving end of rejection at the end of all this. I like him far too much.
“So, since we’re here and you’re looking a little loose-lipped, can I ask you some questions? Just general business questions.”
Tomas looks over at me and shrugs. “Sure.”
I sit up on my knees and place the bowl of pasta down next to me. The dogs are staring at it longingly, but I refuse to give them anything. Wonton already ate a bar of soap earlier and then threw it up. Nothing worse than dog vomit on carpet. Took ages to clean up.
“Okay, so as a straight guy who is watching gay porn, what did you think?”
Tomas blanches and just blinks at me. He probably didn’t expect this kind of question, but sue me. I’m so fucking curious. And really, this is a business topic. I could pay for dinner and discuss this with him and write it off on my taxes.
Purely business. Nothing more.
“Well, ummm…I watched the live show.”
I sit up even straighter, my eyes widening.
“Oh really? And what did you think about the setup? Did it catch your eye?”
He looks bashful, but nods. “Yeah, um, I liked that it was anonymous.”
He takes a long sip of his drink and then adds, “And you know…I liked that it was you on camera. I can see why people like you. You’re very good at it.”
I pull my wine glass to my lips and take a sip so I don’t smirk.
He is too damn cute.
“Yeah, um, so that was good…all the teasing. I mean, I’m straight…” He clears his throat and looks away and then adds, “But I can definitely see the appeal. Your chat was blowing up.”
“Yeah, they get a little wild. It is a nice little bonus on nights like that though.”
Tomas nods. “Yeah, it was a shit ton of money you got.”
“It was. And what did you think of the finale?” I ask, really wanting to know if he watched me fuck myself on that toy. I mean, he had to be impressed, right? It was huge, and I took it like a champ.
“I didn’t stay for that…I had to log off.”
Disappointment hits me, but I just smile widely at him. “Oh, no worries. Maybe next time you could watch the whole thing and give me pointers.”
Tomas looks unsure so I don’t push it. I’d never want him to feel uncomfortable. And really, this is me just being a bit foolhardy. I need to remember what he told me earlier. That he’s straight.
