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Enveloped in a cloud of nostalgia, I take a seat in my usual spot on the floor where a small body pillow squishes in the corner to recline on. Breathing in the familiar scent of being surrounded by old books, I'm finally able to relax. Nobody ever comes back here to the musty clearance section, so I know I'm alone for the time being. I take out my phone as it buzzes in my pocket and spy Jax’s name across the screen.
J: I fucking miss you.
His text sends my pulse racing and my stomach flipping. The feeling is beyond mutual. I just wish I could hold him for a while and hear him tell me everything was going to be okay. He’s the only one I trust not to lie to me.
N: I fucking miss you too.
I smile down at my phone when I see the little dots pop up, my hand slightly trembling with nerves. Since when did Jax send me into a fucking frenzy? I mean, I’ve always had a crush on my best friend…a crush that grew more serious over the last couple years, but it was still Jax.
J: Are you alone right now?
N: In a sense… Why?
J: Because I don’t want some creep to see the way you blush when I tell you what I'm thinking about right now.
N: Hmm, that sounds ominous. What are you thinking about?
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My heart is in my throat as I wait for his text. Jax has never flirted with me like this before, so this is completely unexplored territory. How many nights have I laid in bed thinking about what it would feel like to taste him? How many times did I watch him come home from the gym covered in a light sheen of sweat, wishing I could lick it off of him?
J: I’m thinking about how good you felt beneath me, and how all I wanted to do was hold you down and fuck you until you couldn’t walk. I've imagined it so many times. The ways I could make you moan. The way I could have you writhing on my tongue…”
N: Holy shit…
Holy shit, indeed. My face is hot, my skin is hot…everything is hot.
J: Have you fantasized about it like I have, Nor? Have you touched yourself and imagined it was me?
N: Yes…
J: Tell me how you want me to touch you.
Are we really doing this right now? Raising my nose from my phone screen, I peer around me, taking stock of the empty bookstore. Barely anyone comes in here as it is, much less to the back of the store, so I'm being paranoid for nothing.
N: Sometimes at night I bury my fingers inside of me and picture your tongue there instead, your hands holding down my thighs…
Those nights are so vivid in my memory. The thrill of knowing he was sleeping just a couple floors away from me almost made it better…dirtier.
J: Fuck…
N: That too ;) Sometimes I’d imagine you fucking me against the wall, or over my mattress. I wished you’d come home from the gym and decide to shower in my room instead and let me lick the sweat off of you…
J: Fuck fuck fuck…
N: I’d drop to my knees and pull out your cock, licking the sweat off until you were covered in my spit. I’d suck you slowly while you buried your fingers in my hair and moaned my name…
Where is this coming from? The words are just spilling out and I can't stop them now that I’ve started. My thighs tingle with need as I watch the chat bubbles pop up, so I graze my fingers down my stomach, feeling my way down and down until I lightly run the tips over the seam of my shorts. I suck in a sharp breath at the spike of pleasure that rushes through me. Using the pad of my finger, I start rubbing tight circles over my clit. Even through the fabric, it has my whole body shuddering.
J: I want your pussy to choke my cock while you ride me. I want to see you with your head thrown back, eyes rolling while I fuck you the way you deserve to be fucked. I’d have you moaning my name while you come hard and I fill you up until you’re dripping with my cum.
My breaths are jagged and rough as my finger dips under the edge of my shorts. I immediately feel how wet I am…dripping and empty, needing exactly what he promises to give me. My finger moves faster as I try to keep silent and control my breathing, but I’m so close. So fucking…
I come hard, my whole body shuddering as I choke on a breath. My fingers press hard against my clit as it pulses, sending shockwaves of warmth throughout my whole body. A small moan slips past my lips but I stifle it immediately, hoping to god nobody heard.
