Page 189 of All For You Duet


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I don’t know what to feel except his lips across my flesh, his steel body pressing into mine; his warmth and smell are so familiar that I’m safe taking this risk.

Yes, I can let go for now and not know. I can choose us for two nights.

Because Silas is skimming the lace of my bra with the see-through fabric pulled taut over my pebbled nipples. He’s touching my breasts like a sacred relic to treasure.

Like there are questions between us, too.

Silas traces his fingertip over my nipple; the attraction between us slashes arousal to my belly down to a lush ooze between my thighs. Pinching his fingertips lightly over my sensitive nub, he twirls his touch, knowing how to tease me because that’s what we did for so long—teasing each other to the point of such trust. To the point where the attraction between us isn’t the question.

It’s the love.

What does love look like between people when you don’t see it the same way?

I try letting go of my questions and my need for answers, and I can… for now.

With Redix tugging down the lace cup of my bra, exposing my flesh for Silas, and saying, “Taste her,” I lose my grip. With him palming my full breast and lifting my nipple to Silas’s waiting mouth, lowering to devour me, I’ll keep falling. With sudden heat cascading down my body, one man sucks my nipple while another holds it for his taste as he gently pinches the other.

I’m going to drown in this pleasure with these two men, and if I don’t ever breathe again, maybe I shouldn’t. Maybe this should be my end because I don’t know my next day or answers.

Nothing in my life makes sense. Everything’s out of control.

And that’s what I always need: control.

But I lost it the minute I almost killed an evil man. A man who hurt Redix, who assaulted him because of me. A man who deserved it for hurting other women, too, so hell, yes, I had to do it. But every day since has been a hell of the loneliest days, then the most passionate nights, followed by months of emotional chaos raging through my heart.

Redix hates me for what I did for him. And the reason I did it is why he’ll never stop loving me, either.

All the while, Silas anchored me in this storm, and I didn’t know another man could be my best friend, but he is. We’ve shared so much—the longest talks, the biggest laughs, the forbidden nights. I brought Silas’s world back to him, and he’s been my accomplice while I wreak havoc on the world of evil men.

So that’s my life now.

I go from a cover girl to a cop to a criminal to a cunt dripping for two perfect men.

The heartbreak and the healing of these two men lavishing my flesh—for what will surely be two days of them fucking me into my last shred of a self—is that they share so much.

More than me.

It’s beautiful to me that they have each other too. That they found comfort in the other. But in a world like ours, with cameras hunting Redix for his fame, expectations burdening Silas because of his name, and laws restraining me in my job, can it last?

It’s an assault on my senses; it’s embarrassing if it didn’t feel like fate that they look so much alike—with the same long hair, square jaws, lush lips, and eyes that claim your soul. And their bodies? Redix is taller, but Silas still has a few inches on my five-foot-ten frame. Muscles shred down both men’s tan bodies, and their hands hold expert talent at thrilling my flesh.

I’m so lucky… and I’m so fucked… in every sense of the word.

I’m standing between two beautiful mountains of masculine perfection, and this valley’s a paradise for most.

I fear it’ll be my hell, too.

Redix travels his hand down my belly, making it flutter. His fingers sink under my panties while Silas won’t stop sucking my nipples—my God, what are we doing?

“Damn, you’re so wet for us, Cade.”

Redix’s voice; it’s imprinted on my soul. I’d know it in a cacophony of a million because I’ve always and only wanted him.

Until he didn’t want me.

Until he couldn’t even look at me.

Through shouts, tears, and excruciating silences, we destroyed each other and have been trying to recover ever since. Can we?

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