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He needed peace, and I needed space, and what if that’s how we’ll work?
Silas swept into my days and thrilled my nights, and I could be another woman with him. Someone new. Someone free. Someone without a tragic past.
Then I’d see Redix again, and I could never change. I could never stop loving him or wanting to sob at the ache of missing him, and no matter how he smiled for others, I could feel the question burdening his soul.
Can he forgive me?
Because no matter how we fill each other with fury or hurt, the love is there, and the passion is all-consuming.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Silas murmurs, sinking to his knees before me while Redix’s fingers tease through my soaking folds.
I look down into Silas’s hazel eyes. Eyes that have brought me nothing but peace, the perfect man to start over with. He’s been my joy despite my life being a raging hell. But we’re so different.
I’ve never met anyone like Silas. Rules don’t govern him; he won’t let them. Freedom is all he demands, and he wants it for me, too.
But love comes with obligations. It makes us sacrifice. It makes us cry. It isn’t always about what we want.
Love has seasons: hot summers, and sometimes it’s winter and cold as hell.
At least, that’s all I’ve known of love.
“Can I, Cade?” Silas’s lips are so close to mine, the ones needing these men to fuck me so much it’s insanity in my body, and who’s he asking anyway?
Me or Redix?
Redix sinks his fingers inside my pussy, the one he was the first to have, and I groan at the depths only he can touch. It’s art, it’s poetry, it’s exactly how to touch me because he discovered my desire first.
But mine is not his to give away.
I gaze into Silas’s eyes, and he’s asking me. Because in our months together, Silas has taught me so much. About sex, about love, about how big a heart can be, cherishing so many, and breaking for a few.
This is what he’s been teaching me: that I belong to no one.
That I can let go of one idea of love and trust another will grow back.
“Yes.”
It’s my answer; it’s my permission to give as Redix sinks his fingers in deeper and Silas drags my panties down my thighs. They planned this. They orchestrated this night. They need this, too, to answer their questions. Surprises I’ve learned about Redix. Secrets I know about Silas.
The three of us need to do this together.
Redix spreads my folds for Silas’s tender kiss, and I’m chained to this wall for them to share me, and I know…
This is the only way.
My world spreads open to them, and this is how I’ve been torn for so long because this is about more than these two men.
This is about two others who are still out there. Two evil men who’ve hurt so many they deserve to die, too. They tried to hurt me first, but Redix protected me. He took their violence for me, and our storm has raged ever since. Waves of revenge and justice for my plans for both evil men, and I won’t give up. I will find the women they took. I will get back the dreams they stole from me.
The question is…
Who will I share those dreams with?
Redix and I wanted that life together. We fought for those dreams. Are they gone? Is Silas the one I’m supposed to share them with? Because I could. I can see those dreams with either man.
The real question. The real secret I haven’t shared… is that maybe I don’t want either.
Maybe I want a life with both of them.
