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He’s watching her, too. Like her orgasm unleashes him every time, and he’s thrusting fast, and “Fuck yes,” I encourage him. “Fuck us both,” I demand because he is, and it’s making me come, and that sends Cade into another spasm like her first one never stopped.
Her head rests on my shoulder while she bites into my flesh with a deep moan, and Redix takes my other shoulder the same way. His shaft pulses so violently, his grunts as deep as his cock is inside me, and my knees get weak. I brace myself. I have to hang on to Cade while I come harder than I knew possible. It erases my brain. It yanks me down into the three of us together and drops me so deep into this love.
It’s powerful. It’s goddamn amazing. I don’t know how they survive this.
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
My Enemy by CHVRCHES
Two things I never thought I’d ever wear—seersucker pants and a smile so content because I was just with a man, too.
And for me, it could never be just any man.
Only him.
Silas is the only man I’ve ever felt this pull toward. To kiss him. To taste him. To be inside him. And he’s the only one I can watch even touch Cade and have it warm my heart instead of turning me into a raging fury.
All I’ve known is feeling protective over her, with good reason. Yes, she can protect herself now, but I trust no one else with her heart.
Hell, truth is, Silas is safer for her. I’ve broken her heart so many times while all he does is cherish it.
Just watching the two of them holding hands and sipping tea while we return to the party. I could feel jealous. I could feel defeated. I could bow out and resign myself to a life of misery and let only Silas love her.
But that’s impossible.
I watch Cade smiling with guests. Her post-fuck glow makes her a beacon like subconsciously, people can tell, and it attracts them to her.
But only Silas and I see it true.
We love her.
And what we just did in his bathroom is more than true for me. It’s more than sex. It’s more than fucking a man for the first time. A man who was fucking the only woman I’ll ever love at the same time.
It was a surrender. It was a letting go of binds that have held me down for so long. Each time I’m with Silas, I think I’m free, only to kiss him again or feel his touch, and then I feel another piece of my pain break away.
And Cade is my anchor. Without her, I’d be too scared to do this with him. It’s not right if she’s not there. Nothing’s right if she’s not in my life.
And Silas? I didn’t know a heart could expand like this. I didn’t know it could morph into shapes that allow for more love.
Yes, I’m fucking glowing too. I radiate with a peace I’ve never known, and the afternoon sun over the river ain’t got nothing on me.
I’m standing with the two people I need the most as we make our last mingle through the crowd, working our way back toward Silas’s family home.
“My, my”—a voice slithers over my shoulder—“ain’t I shittin’ in high cotton to find you two here.”
It’s sudden. It’s a trigger. It fires inside me at the sound of his evil, and Cade whips around, confronting it first.
“Senator Evans.” I turn to watch her eyes go dead while her voice stays sweet. “Mrs. Evans. How lovely to see you both.”
I thought I had my bearings.
I thought I was over this.
Her greeting turns Silas from his conversation to join us. They both square their shoulders at Gentry while I sip my tea and stare at the horizon.
I was wrong.
I’m not afraid of Gentry. I could pound the man’s skull into chunks on the pavement. I don’t fear him. I fear the memories.
