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CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
It’s like watching two battered people crawl to shore. Like they’ve been through hell and almost drowned, but together, they fought to survive.
And all you can do is feel happy to see they made it. Like they make you believe again in hope.
I’m still inside Cade. I’m still recovering my breath, and I can feel their love. I can hear Redix softly calling her name, and I can feel her orgasm, leaving her in tremors while he comes pulsing against my cock. The intensity of it takes them into tears.
I’m not jealous. I’m not hurt. I’m in awe. It tightens my throat, threatening to burn my eyes while I can feel them share this.
They’ve had this love for so long, they don’t realize how amazing it is. How rare it is.
Cade starts crying in Redix’s arms. He holds her there, and I ease my way out to give them this moment. They need it. They’ve been through so much, and they’re tired of the fight.
I lie down on the pillow beside Redix to catch my breath. But I give them space; I try to give them this time like I’m not here.
But Cade lifts from his hug and sees me lying here.
“I love you, too,” she says, leaning her tear-stained cheeks over me before her soft kiss. “Thank you.” She nuzzles her nose to mine.
“You’re welcome.” I mean it.
Redix turns to me. “You okay?”
“We’re post-threesome fuck.” I try to joke. “What else would I be?”
But we all feel it.
Something just happened. Something just shifted, hitting me so hard that I have to turn my head.
I can’t look at them.
“Hey.” Cade climbs off Redix. “Hey, come here.” She’s on top of me, trying to turn my chin her way. “Silas, what’s wrong?”
I can’t talk. Not until all the pieces settle in my chest.
“Hey.” Redix touches my shoulder. “We just gotta talk, remember? That’s what you tell my thick skull all the time.”
Cade lies on me, her limbs twisting with mine, and I wrap around her body, holding her warmth. Redix slides up closer beside me, and his touch calms me, too.
“We all stay right here,” Cade murmurs against my chest. “We keep holding you until you’re ready to talk.”
I huff a small laugh. If that ain’t the truth. Cade’s so stubborn she’ll cling to me like a barnacle until I speak.
This moment was coming; I always believed it. I kept asking myself the question about Cade. Then, about Redix. I kept my heart open to it, and it just hit me like a wave over my back, knocking me down, pulling me under, and I can’t deny its power.
“I feel it now.” I turn my head so I can tell them both. “I feel what I want now.”
“Which is?” Redix’s eyes can be so soft sometimes. Like the safest blue sky to fly in. For all his brawn and swagger, he’s got the biggest heart.
“I want what you two have.”
“You do have us,” Cade says.
“You know I love you,” Redix says it for the first time to me, and it’s all I’ve felt for quite a while.
“I love you too.” I smile at him. “Both of you.” I squeeze Cade’s hips. “But I want my own love. I wanna find someone like y’all found each other, and I wanna start new and discover everything with them. And I wanna fuss and fuck and fight and laugh, and I want it all.”
“Do you feel left out with us?” Cade’s brows furrow. “I’m so sorry if we made you feel that way.”
