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His name bucks my hips, arching my spine, rolling my eyes back to the light, the explosion at the sight of him, the thought of him; it snaps right through me. It steals my breath with the biggest orgasm I’ve had in ten years.
Huffing for air, I need to see him.
He’s watching me like he can read every line of pleasure written across my body because he can.
He wrote them.
His lips are trembling. His whole body is. He’s going to come. I know him too. I’m so ready for it. Ready to come again at the sight of it, even in his jeans, I don’t care. Everything about him is seduction.
But the look in his eyes cracks, and I don’t recognize him.
“Fuck, Cade.” He jumps up and storms down the hall.
“Redix?” My bathroom door slams shut. “Redix? What’s wrong?”
I struggle to stand after coming so hard and with a twisted ankle.
What the hell?
I hobble down the hall to the white door of my guest bathroom.
“Redix? Are you okay?”
“Put your hand on the door.” His voice sounds staggered, like his forehead is pressed against it and begging for me. “Cade, touch the door. My hand is too.”
“Redix?” I hear the brush of his hand against the wood. I match my touch over his on the other side. “I’m touching the door, okay.” I’d do anything for him. I’ll always protect him too. “You’re scaring me. What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong.” His voice is dark but clear, like it’s pressed against my lips, not the door. “Fuck, you’re perfect. You’re so fucking perfect for me and so beautiful.” The staccato of his breath, I can hear it; he’s about to come. “Every time, Cade, I think of you every time I do this.”
“Then let me touch you. I want you too, Redix.” Why am I crying? Because as odd as this is, it’s beautiful. It’s us. “I always have.”
It doesn’t matter how many years apart, how much pain separates us, or even a damn door—we belong together.
“Stay with me, Cade. Don’t leave… oh fuck… I need to hear your voice.”
“I love you, Redix.” My lips, salty with tears, brush the door. “I never stopped loving you.” With a painful groan of my name, his fist hits the other side. “No matter what, Redix.” His deep gasps fill the air, flushing my body, recognizing the sound of him coming for me. “I love you.”
I don’t want to admit it, any of it, to him or me… but it’s true.
We can’t be within feet of each other and not feel it. We were bound together from the moment we met.
Silence fills the air.
“Redix?” I jiggle the door handle. It’s locked. “You can open the door now.” The water is running. Is he washing his hands? “Redix? Please. It’s okay. Open the door.”
Minutes I stand there, vulnerable with my love, alone and bewildered, scared in the hallway while his silence terrifies me.
Finally, the door opens.
“I gotta go.”
He won’t look at me.
I block his way. “Tell me what’s going on.”
“Let me by.”
“No.”
