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I love sleeping with you on your couch. It makes you have to lie right beside me so I can hold you all night.
It meant a lot to me, the day we went back to Ms. Ryan’s house. We finished replacing the boards on her dock because you’ve been so good to her, and I will too.
I meant it. I’m taking her to the Golden Globes with me. I’ll have my stylist and team spoil her and give her the most incredible night.
Maybe you can come too?
Damn, that’d be incredible.
Like the thousands I spent to get the miniature golf course closed for only us. But it was worth it. Our second date. It was perfect. Even when you were a smart-ass, giving me a blue golf ball to play with. “Like when we were seventeen,” you said.
You wore that short dress with no panties to drive me crazy. Bending over to putt the ball, I kept getting glimpses of your pussy. By the eighteenth hole, you were so slick for me.
And you beat me.
And I love it.
I’ll lose everything just to see you smile like that. Just to make you come like that.
When you let me go down on you in that pirate ship when we were done, it was nighttime, and no one could see us, which sucks because I can’t get enough of your taste. I can’t get enough of you, and I want the world to see it. It’s like I’ve been starving, and only you can feed me.
That’s weird, right?
Then again, you loved it too. Fuck, when I make you come, Cade, you get so wet now; sometimes, I can even make you drip and it drives me insane.
When I look up with my mouth on your pussy and see you watching me, I’m gazing up at heaven. I can see it in your violet eyes. How much pleasure I’m giving you. How I control your entire body with the tip of my tongue.
I know you want all of me.
I do too.
But we can’t.
Not ever.
Our games keep you from finding out.
Have you caught on yet? That I won’t take my pants off? That I won’t fuck you? I don’t know how long I can keep this up because I want you so bad, I’m losing my mind.
But I’ll never let anyone see all of me.
Especially you.
Not after what happened.
Like, I had to do a fucking sex scene today (literally), and I hate them.
On screen, a good editor makes it look hot for the audience, but it’s not for the actors, those of us who aren’t pervs.
I had twenty men standing around me while I had to act like I was fucking a woman and enjoying it. And I felt sorry for the actor in the scene with me. Emma’s super nice. The director wanted her topless with my face in her cleavage. Then he wanted my bare ass pumping into her for the shot.
Thank God we have Intimacy Coordinators now. She backed me up when I stood up for Emma and for me. That shit wasn’t in the script, and we could shoot that scene under a sheet without us being naked. I don’t care if they stick a strapless thong on me.
The director started shouting at me.
“Suck it up, Redix. You’ll do those damn BDSM BOUND perfume shots for millions, but not an innocent fuck scene? This is my episode, my vision, and you’ll do what I say.”
I threatened to walk off set and Emma backed me up, so we got our way.
