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“What does it feel like?”
I thought about it for a second, because no one had ever asked me that before. “You know when you go into a room and forget why you’re there?”
“I do that all the time,” he laughed.
“Well, I guess like that. I search for a memory, the name for a face, why a taste is familiar, and it’s missing. There is space where it should be and there is nothing to fill it.”
“Is it hard?”
“No. Frustrating, but not hard. I don’t know any different.”
“I wish I could fix it,” he admitted.
“Arch you can’t and if you try, it’s going to come between us. Answer me this, did you ever ask me not to do something because you knew if I did, it would ruin everything?”
“Yes.”
“And did I listen? Did I honor what you needed?”
Archer lowered his head briefly before he looked back at me like he finally understood. “Yes. You always gave me what I needed. You always listened.”
“And can you do the same for me? You keep telling me you can give me what I need, but can you really?”
“I can. I meant what I said. No more coddling.”
“Good boy.” I gasped, dropping my phone, my hands flying to my mouth.
“Nee, it’s okay. Where have you gone?”
I stared at my phone, too embarrassed to speak.
“Ionee, pick up the phone. Now.” His commanding tone made me do as he asked. I lifted the phone slowly, avoiding looking at the screen.
“Hey, look at me.”
“Can’t. What was that?”
“That, beautiful, is what you used to say to me all the time. I love you calling me your good boy. You hate being called good girl, in case you were wondering.”
I met his gaze for a second, wishing he was closer. “You’re not just saying that?”
“No. I’d never lie to you. And look…”
He pulled the phone back and tilted it down, showing me his hard cock tenting his sweats.
“That doesn’t tell me anything. You said you were always hard around me.” I pouted, still embarrassed by my words.
“Don’t be embarrassed.”
“I am. I’m suddenly feeling all these things. I should be getting to know you, seeing if we still have a connection and all I can think about is dropping to my knees and wrapping my lips around your erection or what you’d feel like inside me.”
“Fuck, Nee.” He rubbed his palm over his cock, his gray eyes becoming almost black.
“It doesn’t help that Lea couldn’t help filling me in on how I used to tie you up. I can’t imagine ever being that dominant in the bedroom. I feel like I’m going to be a watered down version of myself and you’re going to get bored really quickly,” I admitted.
“Hey, I don’t care what our sex life is like. Maybe we’re done with the rope and the knots and that’s okay. I just want you back. That’s enough.”
“Don’t do that,” I snapped, my headache making me short tempered. “Don’t ignore your needs to please me. How is that fair?”
