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Another soft moan was ripped from me when I felt his finger curl into my sweet spot. “This is the only time I am going to warn you, Angel. If we go down this route, there will be no turning back. I am going to ruin you, break you. If you are not ready for that side of me then I suggest you stop your little games before I lose what control I have around you.” The deep rasp to his voice only turned me on more as I bucked my hips at him, drawing myself to a small orgasm which caused me to shudder; it wasn’t enough though, I needed more.
Was that what I wanted? What I craved? For a man—no, for Nikolai to dominate me like that? I was a woman who always had control over my life and choices, and I enjoyed that aspect. Yet, deep down, no matter how much I denied it, I wanted a man to dominate me. I wanted Nikolai to break me down to nothing and build me up however he wanted.
It felt so wrong and sickening though, how I wanted that. The independent part of me made me hesitant to throw myself at him fully.
‘You need to live your life again girl. Show those demons whose boss.’
Hanna always pushed me to get past my trauma, always telling me to move on and conquer it. Maybe if I push myself hard enough I could. But... If I did push myself and things went the other way, it could ruin something good between me and Nikolai.
Do I dare play it safe? Or should I finally give into my desires to chase after what I truly needed and wanted?
“I know what I am capable of, Angel. I have hard tastes. I will use you to my pleasure. I will abuse, ruin, and break that heavenly body of yours, ravage every last thought of yours until all you can think about is when I am going to fuck you next. I have locked that side of me away, and if I let it out then there is no caging it again. But just know, I may mark up that flawless body of yours and abuse it, but I would never truly harm you. I will always do right by you in the end, and I need you to trust me. Trust me enough to give yourself up to me fully. For you to place your life in my hands and trust that I won’t abuse that power. So, before you go down this route with me, I implore you to think about it carefully and deeply before deciding. I won’t be upset or mad at your decision as long as you have thought long and carefully about it.”
Could this man get any more perfect?
I might be falling hard for him, and fast.
I watched as his chest rose and fell with each deep breath. He was recollecting himself. He was usually so put together, professional, and cordial at times, but just now, I have a feeling I’ve gotten a glimpse of the dangerous man underneath it all. I was terrified. Not of him, but of me. I should run for the hills, find a way out of this marriage, yet hearing all of that compelled me more to stay. I started to wonder if I was insane at this point. I wanted and needed someone to tame me. No, not someone. Nikolai. Only Nikolai.
“Kolya.” My voice dripped with lust as I grabbed his hand to urge him to continue. “I’ll think about it before I give you my answer, promise. But please, I need you right now.” I was so close again, just teetering torturously on edge.
My little orgasm before did nothing to curb my desire for more.
“If you want something then beg for it,lisichka.” He purposefully moved his fingers at a slow pace, brushing against my sweet spot with every thrust.
Huffing, I gave him a pout as I bucked my hips at him, hoping maybe I could just fuck myself into an orgasm on his fingers. Unfortunately, he saw through my plan. Pulling his fingers out, he rested them against my aching folds. Then, he pinched my clit, hard, making me squeal softly from the sudden pain.
“Beg, and if you try that again then you are not going to be coming tonight no matter how much I take you.” No doubt he would make good on that promise. The thought of going against him dangled in front of me like a carrot on a stick, but I didn’t want to test him tonight.
Chewing my bottom lip, I sat there stubbornly for a moment. Thinking maybe if I held out long enough then he’d just pull his hand back or maybe my arousal would die down. I highly doubt the latter though since being in the same space as him was enough to get my blood rushing in all the right places. Definitely won’t be simmering down any time soon either because he toyed with my love button while he drove.
Swallowing my stubbornness, I gave him what he demanded. “Please, sir, I need to come, please.” Begging for my own orgasm, how embarrassing.
“Only when I say so, but not a moment sooner. Understood?” The tips of his fingers lingered at my entrance, circling it but never breaking past to tease me.
“Yes, sir.” I whimpered needily, moving my hand back to the sides of my seat to grip at them.
Two if his fingers entered all the way to the last knuckle without warning, making me jump a little in my seat. “Fuck your fingers feel so good.” I could already feel my tight walls stretching from his thick digits as he pumped them in and out of me hard and fast.
“You are so tight,lisichka. You’re not a virgin, are you?” I could see his eyes glancing at me for an answer as he continued to work his fingers.
Sucking in a deep breath, I shook my head, “No. Not by choice.” I could feel myself wanting to shut down as the nasty feeling started to claw at my chest, but the pleasure Nikolai gave me did well to keep that feeling at bay.
It was hard to see in the dimly illuminated car, but I could see the muscles in his neck tense as his jaw clenched. “We will touch on that later. For now, I want you to come. Now.”
I didn’t even have a second to think about the icky feeling because of the rush of euphoria washed over my body. “Fuck.” I moaned deeply as I dug my fingers into the leather seats. My body writhed with pleasure as I rode my orgasm out with his moving fingers. It was only when my walls stopped squeezing and fluttering around his fingers did he slow to a stop and pull out.
Breathing deeply, I let out a shaky breath I didn’t even know I held until the rush started to die down. God, when was the last time I came like that? I was no stranger to self pleasure, but I don’t think I ever came that hard before by my own devices. That or it had been so long I’ve long forgotten about it.
His deep chuckle made me shiver along with the feeling of his warm hand leaving my body completely. Looking over, I couldn’t help but feel a wave of heat hit my cheeks when I saw him suck his fingers clean and smirk at me. “You taste so much better than I imagined. I’m going to enjoy burying my face between your thighs later tonight.”
I could feel the heat pool at my cheeks upon hearing his words. “Kolya! Don’t say such things, it's embarrassing...!” I lightly slapped his shoulder and gave it a soft shove.
“Too bad, get used to it,lisichka.” He laughed softly before resting his hand on my thigh.
Rolling my eyes, I wrapped my arms around his outstretched one and leaned in for a moment, enjoying the feel of his bulky arm under his expensive suit. “Quit showing off.” I snickered, pulling back and smacking his arm. It was obvious he flexed his muscles as I held him, I could feel it clearly through the fabric.
Nikolai laughed in response and gave my thigh a few squeezes before blindly feeling around for my hand, grabbing it when he finally succeeded. Slowly, he brought my hand up to his lips and gave the back of it a chaste kiss before letting our hands rest on the center console.
