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“I’ll let that one go tonight.” He mumbled against my lips before carrying me to the bedroom, kicking the door shut with his feet before untangling me from him and tossing me on the bed like a ragdoll. “Stay.” He commanded before walking back to the door and locking it.
When he turned towards me with those dangerous eyes of his, I knew I would be in for one hell of a night. Biting my bottom lip, I watched him with needy eyes as he loosened his tie with each stalking step. God I couldn’t wait to get my hands on his chiseled body. The one I've been seeing for the briefest moments when he’d come out of the shower or when he’d be changing. He was mine to have and to hold, but I have yet been able to do that. Seeing those perfectly carved muscles of his, but being unable to lay even the faintest of touches on him was torture the past few days.
His jacket was thrown off somewhere in the room in a blink of an eye before his shirt became untucked and the top buttons of his shirt came undone, giving him a sexy and messy look, especially with how he pushed his sleeves up to his elbow. This man of mine was every girl’s wet dream. Just the sight of him right now made me soak my panties with anticipation.
Another shiver of pleasure racked my body when I caught his dark and lustful eyes again. The sheer and raw lust heating up the room was almost enough to push me over the edge. God I was a desperate bitch in heat for him, and I loved every second of it despite the nagging voice in the back of my mind. I wanted nothing more than to reach out and rip the rest of his clothes off like a savage to free his glorious cock.
“Enjoying yourself, darling?” He asked with a smug smirk as he stood before me at the edge of bed between my open legs, ones I wasn’t even aware I had parted.
“Yes, sir.” I shuddered as I reached out for him, only to have him stop me shy with a firm grasp on my wrist. “Sir?” Needy and confused eyes looked up at him as I tried to pace my breathing so it wasn’t going along with my racing heart.
“Remember? Punishment before pleasure. Now get up and strip.” His domineering voice made my pussy clench and throb with need as my breath got caught in my throat.
Reluctantly, I slid off the bed, keeping my eyes trained on him, watching him slowly work his belt open and off. The soft clinking of his buckle made me swallow hard when he palmed the metal end. He made no indication of discarding the belt, meaning I would feel the sting of it soon.
Soon, the two of us had swapped positions, him sitting on the bed while I stood before him. With nervous fingers, I reached behind myself, unzipping the dress and letting it slide off my shoulders and down my body. The dress pooled around my feet with a faintthump. Slowly, I stepped out of the dress, pulling my arms up to cover my breasts out of habit and instinct as I stood there before him in nothing but a lacy white thong.
Reaching up, he pried my arms away and pulled me closer. “Never hide your perfect body from me, Angel. You are so perfect. And you are all mine. Mine.” His possessive growl made my knees weak along with how he eyed me like a starved lion seeing meat for the first time in forever. His hand shot up and fisted my hair, bringing me down into a hard and hungry kiss filled with nothing but pure animalistic lust.
With a deep growl, he pulled my head away and dragged me over his lap, bending me over his knee. “You are going to get forty lashes, and you are going to count them. If you don’t count the lash, then it doesn’t count. Understand,lisichka?” His deep voice was next to my ear after he tilted my head back at a strained angle.
There was no escaping. I could either accept my fate or make it worse with retaliation. “Yes, sir.” I whimpered nervously. My heart raced, and not in a good way. Maybe I should put a stop to this. I could feel my anxiety running up to me, ready to slam into me like a bull charging at a red flag. I thought maybe I could do this because I was so aroused, and because it was with Nikolai. But I think I bit off more than I could possibly handle.
Opening my mouth, I was about to put a stop to it all, but the sudden crack of his belt against my bottom made me give out a sharp yelp of pain. Any reservations I had were cut away from the sting of the leather. I couldn’t focus on anything else but the pain and the throbbing between my legs.
The second and third came in rapid succession of the first, not giving me enough time to process and react to it as I was too busy counting, “One! Two! Three! Oh god!” It stung so bad, and every hit only aggravated the pain of the first. Yet, I couldn’t bring myself to throw in the towel. I kept chasing the pain, my twisted self wanting more even though my logical side told me to put a stop to this madness.
My eyes burned with tears that I couldn’t control and stop from spilling over. The hot trail of tears streaming down my cheeks made me unconsciously thank my past self for putting on waterproof mascara, otherwise I’d probably look like a huge mess right about now. The faintpit patof my tears hitting the hardwood floor barely registered through the pounding in my ears. Hell, I could barely register my own voice as I continued to count out the lashes.
The numbers left my mouth uncontrollably, not missing a single one with the threat of getting more than needed if I missed one. “Twenty-three.” I was a whimpering and yelping mess. My hands gripped tightly at his pants as he continued to deliver blow after blow, leaving no part of my bubbly ass untouched by the leather.
Nikolai barely paused to give me a reprieve, but a part of me was thankful he didn’t pause much to rub my ass with his big hand because that only seemed to prolong the pain by stretching out the anticipation of the next hit. I wanted to get it done and over with, even if it would break me to take it all at once.
“You are doing amazing,lisichka. Just a little more.” His soothing praise made me swell with pride and happiness that made enduring the last few hits more bearable.
“Forty! Fuck, it hurts so much.” I cried as my ass burned like hell. How the hell was I supposed to sit after this? My ass was on fire, but my cunt was dripping wet. I could feel the heat all the way down my inner thighs, and I wouldn’t be surprised if my slickness had spilled over my swollen pussy lips.
Though painful, it was strangely cathartic. Being punished like some child at this stage in my life should make me feel anger, resentment, embarrassment, but I felt none of those. Well, maybe some embarrassment, but this feeling of release, this freedom. I felt high, and safe. Every crack of the belt broke away at this wall I had put up, easing me more and more into Nikolai’s hands.
Releasing my hair, he stroked my hair lovingly as he leaned down and kissed away the tears that stained my cheeks. “Shh, you did amazing,lisichka, amazing. You took those so well. Didn’t miss a single one, I am so proud of you.” The clatter of his belt hitting the floor made me clench instinctively, nearly snapping me out of my daze. I could feel myself sinking back into the pleasureful haze of pain as he rubbed my burning cheeks but stopped short when I felt his hand snaking up my back.
“No...!” I had forgotten why I was going to stop him earlier until now. Reaching back, I grabbed his hand before he could make it past the bottom of my rib cage. “Please, don’t.” I didn’t want him to touch my imperfections, afraid it would repulse him. Afraid I would be triggered into an episode if I felt even the slightest of touch to the sensitive area. I could only hope the darkness of the room with his shadow over me and my hair had kept them well hidden so far.
A flash of understanding crossed his eyes as he let his hand slacken from my grip. Gently, he pulled me up and positioned me so I was nestled comfortably in his lap. Leaning down, he let his forehead rest against mine. His lips softly brushed against mine for a moment as his soft eyes settled deeply into mine. “I won’t go any further tonight, and not any other night until I know what your limits are. We will talk more about that after tonight and figure out a permanent safe word, alright? For now, I won’t give more than what I think you can take. If I do cross a line then stop me with three taps to the shoulder and verbally tell me what’s wrong, alright?”
“Mhmm. Yes, sir.” I hummed softly with a soft nod and smile, shivering a bit as the small wave of delight rushed through me. I was worried I’d ruined our moment or upset him tonight with my little outburst. So, the tender touch and words were unexpected but much needed and appreciated.
Smiling softly, he kissed me deeply. Then, when he pulled away, I couldn’t help but shiver. “On the bed, and spread your legs. I want to taste you.” His eyes darken with hunger within seconds as he smirked at me, giving my sore bottom a smack.
“But—”
Another smack promptly cut me off. “No buts, I want to taste my slice of heaven.” He had a determined look in his eyes, meaning he would get his face between my legs one way or another.
Licking my bottom lip nervously, I crawled off his lap and laid down on the bed, wincing and shivering at the feeling of the covers rubbing against my raw ass. “You don’t have to, you know.” The only guy I’d ever been with wasn’t keen on returning the favor, making it seem like no guy ever did like to go down on a woman.
“I want to. I need to. You have any idea how intoxicating you smell? It’s clouding my senses so much that it’s driving me to madness. There’s no way in hell I’m not feasting on you. So, just lay back and enjoy it.” The starved look in his eyes made me shiver with anticipation and excitement as I laid back fully.
The feeling of his rough fingertips trailing up my leg made my pussy throb as goosebumps washed over my body. He was so gentle compared to earlier with how he touched me as if I was a porcelain doll. The way he ghosted his lips and gently kissed as if I’d dissolve in his palms if he put too much pressure.
