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Killer:You’re not a jerk. You love him, and you want him to be happy. But he needs time to digest, time to figure out how he feels.
Jilly:Sometimes I’m afraid you’ll get sick of our bullshit and get a new number. I wouldn’t blame you. We’re constant chaos, tears, and drama.
Killer:I’m not going anywhere.
Jilly:Promise?
Killer:I promise. My life would be a snooze fest without the four of you. What did I even do with my spare time before you texted me?
Jilly:We keep it interesting. I’ll give you that. I’m still so hungover. I think I need you to put me to sleep again.
Killer:Oh yeah?
Jilly:You in bed?
Killer:Unfortunately, not. I’m at a dinner with a couple sponsors tonight.
Jilly:Are you texting me under the table?
Killer:Absolutely. It’s rude as fuck, but they’re not really paying much attention to me right now. A couple of girls sent over drinks.
Jilly:To your sponsors?
Killer:Nah, to me. But I politely told them I wasn’t interested.
Jilly:Because………
Killer:Because I’d much rather text you under the table.
Jilly:Give me something to think about.
Killer:Mmmm. How about you think about being here with me? At this boring-ass dinner. I would still be distracted by you, but in a much more enticing way. I’d pull your chair close, slide my hand between your pretty little thighs. You’d feel me inside of you before they even brought out the first course. I’d tease you all through dinner, never letting you come until we were back at my hotel room. Then, I’d spread you out on my bed, eat you for dessert.
Jilly:Yes. All of that.
Killer:Sweet dreams, baby.
Cap + Killian
Cap:I think Jilly is right.
Killian:Can you be slightly more specific?
Cap:I think I have feelings for Caroline.
Killian:Okay, well, I think everyone pretty much assumed… But, it’s got to be hard for you to admit that to yourself, and me, for that matter. Have you talked to her?
Cap:Not yet. I don’t know if I even want to tell her or act on it. I don’t know if I should. I don’t know what the hell to do with the way I’m feeling. She was Dicer’s girl. She’s carrying his baby. This is all so fucked up.
Killian:No one is going to think this is fucked up, man. No one. Your best friend died, young and tragically. He left behind a girlfriend pregnant with a kid neither of them even knew about. You didn’t kill him. You didn’t wish him away so you could get with Caroline. You are two people hurting and healing and doing the very best you can in a terrible situation.
Cap:I don’t know where to go from here.
Killian:Go see Dicer. Talk to him, tell him how you’re feeling. Let it all out, the hard truth and the ugly emotions. He’s still your best friend, Cap. He just loves you from a little farther away now, you know?
Cap:Do you really believe that?
Killian:Absolutely. The law of conservation. Energy can’t be created or destroyed. It only changes forms. I think the people we lose still exist, just in a different capacity. Sometimes, I feel my dad so strongly, I swear if I turn my head, he’ll be standing there.
